"Yes." I dragged the word out, tossing my head back as Enzo pushed deeper, crooking his finger to drag over my prostate. Fuck, I wanted more. I lifted up, forcing both of our fingers out of my ass. He hissed when I stroked his length with my greasy hand, arching off the couch. "Hope you're ready. I can't wait any longer."
"Take whatever you need." Enzo folded his arms behind his head, offering all of himself to me. Our gazes were locked together as I lowered myself slowly, my hole stretching wide to accept him. To join us. I didn't stop until he filled me. After taking a few seconds to catch my breath, I began rocking back and forth, feeling the slide of his cock in and out of my body. I scooped out more of the oil, reaching back to hold it against his shaft as he fucked me. It was slippery and messy and perfect.
Enzo began thrusting, lifting himself every time I tried to pull off, sharp movements that reminded me he was in control for now even if I was on top of him. "You should see your face right now." His voice was soft, nearly reverent. He raised a hand to my cheek, and I leaned into the touch; my eyes drifted closed, allowing me to do nothing more than feel.
Beads of sweat formed over my forehead, rolling down my cheeks. If there were tears over how right this felt, I'd never admit it. Being joined to Enzo in this way was the single most poignant moment in my life. Every sharp jab of his cock left me in awe, wondering why in the hell we'd waited so long. The faster and harder Enzo fucked me, the more off kilter I felt. I leaned back, digging the tips of my fingers into his thighs for support.
"Love you, Tony. So...damn...much..." Each word was accompanied by him burying himself deep inside of me. Enzo wrapped his arms around my torso, pulling me flush against his chest.
As I continued rocking against him, the ability to think or speak failed me. My dick was buried in the space between our bodies, sliding freely thanks to our mingled sweat. I curled in on myself, biting his shoulder as I fisted my cock, needing more pressure because there was no way I'd be able to stop the orgasm I could feel slamming through my body. Enzo fucked me with abandon as I came, following me over the precipice with a shout. I felt every pulse of his cock has he filled me.
My release left me shaking and breathless. When I tried to push myself off of Enzo so I wouldn't crush him, I immediately collapsed. I tried again and failed. Enzo held me tighter, and I laid my head on his shoulder. We could just stay like this for a little while.
Eventually, I couldn't stand the feel of my skin tightening as cum and sweat dried on our bodies. I winced at the sudden emptiness when I backed away. I needed a shower, right fucking now.
"You okay?" Enzo asked. I stared down at him, in awe that this was our life. I waited for the panic to settle in, the restlessness that used to drive me away from partners when things got too real for me to deal with, but it never came. Instead, I felt peace. "No regrets?"
"Not a single one." I held a hand out, helping Enzo off the couch. Our shower stall was too small for more than one person, but somehow it felt empty when I showered alone now. Besides, I wasn't ready to leave him alone to think. "You?"
"None." We held hands as we wandered through the apartment. His steps faltered, and his fingers slid out of mine. "Well, maybe one."
My heart sank, and my stomach roiled. I breathed deeply, promising myself I wasn't going to ruin the moment by hurling all over Enzo's feet.
"I should've thought about what you need earlier instead of only focusing on my own feelings," he admitted. "If it's important to you the two of us do more outside the apartment, we'll do it. We don't have to go out of our way to tell anyone about the full extent of our relationship, but it doesn't mean we should hide, either. Why don't we get cleaned up and head down to see Max?"
"Honestly? I'm beat." It wasn't a cop-out. Between the stress from earlier and a mind-scrambling orgasm, I was fighting to put one foot in front of the other. "We'll go out another night, but you were right. As far as the rest of the world's concerned, our relationship isn't much different than it's always been. As long asweremember what we are to one another, that'll be enough."
Enzo folded his body over mine as I adjusted the water taps, kissing his way over my spine. "Thank you."
"For what?" I reached around, stroking my hand over Enzo's hip.
"For not pushing me away when you realized how much I love you," he whispered.
I stood, never releasing Enzo as I slowly turned to face him. I held his face in my hands as I pressed my lips to his. "Thankyoufor having the courage to admit what you wanted. I'm not sure I could've been that strong, but I can't imagine life any other way."
Chapter Nineteen
Max
Followingthe dust up with Frankie the day their mama had been rushed to the hospital, I'd done everything in my power to avoid accompanying Tony and Enzo to the hospital when it was their turn to sit with her. After three days of picking up shifts and going in to help with inventory, Tony had figured out what I was doing. He'd come at me first, suggesting I wasn't doing a very good job showing his family the united front I'd insisted would help them accept our unconventional relationship. That alone wouldn't have been enough to make me visit Mama with them, but when Tony sent Enzo into the shower to plead their case once again, I caved.
"I get you're not a fan of hospitals, but I really don't want to sit up there alone all day today," he'd pleaded as he poured a dollop of bodywash onto the sponge. Enzo pressed his body against mine, allowing his dick to settle against the crease of my ass. He began gently rocking as he reached around to scrub my chest. "Everyone else has to be at Marino's for a huge lunch party. If you really can't do it, I'll understand, but I'd appreciate it if you could at least call and see if you can get the day off. Eli’s working you too hard lately."
Either Enzo was so good-hearted he couldn't fathom the lengths I'd go to in an effort to give the family time to cool off a bit after we'd dropped our news on them or he was giving me an out rather than calling me on my shit. I had a feeling it was the latter, and it made me feel like a horrible boyfriend. I'd been here every night when they'd come home from the hospital after talking to Eli and telling him I couldn't work nights for a bit, but it wasn't enough. Ishouldhave been as much a fixture in the hospital room as the rest of the significant others, standing guard near the door, paying attention when the doctors or nurses came in with new information about Mama's prognosis. I should've been there with them when they were given the amazing news that while she'd have some lingering issues, the doctors expected her to recover thanks to Tony's quick action the day of her stroke.
"If you can't, I understand." His voice was lower now and filled with sadness. Enzo's body sagged behind me, his weight pressing against my back as if he'd run out of energy to hold himself upright. "I can see if Levi or Calvin are around today. I know Peter has classes, and he's probably falling behind on his work since he's either been up at the hospital with Freddie or playing single dad to Sophia."
"I'll go." I turned in his grasp, sliding my hands around his waist then lower to cup his backside. "I'm sorry I haven't been there with you guys."
"You've had to work."
I simply shrugged because it was better than seeing his reaction if I admitted I'daskedto be added to the schedule the past few days. Sure, part of it had been so I could spend some time home with them at night and go to sleep with them rather than trying to wedge myself between them when I came to bed in the middle of the night, but it had been secondary to not wanting an encore awkward scene with the brothers.
Enzo buried his face in my neck, kissing his way from my shoulder to my ear. "Don't beat yourself up. Having you home with us has helped. You know I wouldn't be asking you to go with me today if there was another option, right?"
I nodded.
"No one's going to be there. And even if they were, I don't care. I want them to see nothing's changed between you and Tony, and what you and I have is just as real. It takes three people to make what we have whole. If my brothers ever give you a hard time for being with both of us, you know Tony and I will shut them down, right?"
