“You got this, baby. You’re stronger than you think.”
“I’m not the same girl I was,” I tell him.
“I know.”
He drops his head to my shoulder, and I feel his hot breath against my skin. It calms me. I don’t know how long I’ll be able to hold out without him.
Gurgi, who has already descended the steps, climbs back up and presses into my body too.
“It’s not just physically,” I say.
“Believe me, I know. It’s why I love you so much. You can do this. I told you I wouldn’t rush you. This is me not rushing you.”
He steps back, and I feel the instant chill behind me.
I pull my shoulders back and slowly descend the stairs. My brother wraps me in his arms and practically lifts me off the ground. He drags me away when I glance back for Atlas. He followed me down the stairs and hovers like a sentry, waiting for me to say something, but he doesn’t interfere.
My father hugs me and holds me tight as he thanks God. I hug them all, but by the time they’re done, my nerves are fried. I’m pulled toward a vehicle, and before I can say anything to Atlas, I’m in the back seat, and we’re driving away.
Titan
* * *
I’m painfully aware of the fact my wife is not with me. The Handmaidens are celebrating the return of their sister, and I haven’t held or kissed my wife in over twenty-four hours. Thad and her father took her to their home. She texted me last night, saying she misses me and wishes I were there. It took everything in me not to rush to her side, but I told her I would honor her wishes. I told her I wouldn’t rush her, and she wanted to hide our relationship.
Sitting in the DHMC Alaska clubhouse because Drago was invited, I lean back in the chair, my long legs stretched out. Riddler and Thad are here, but my wife isn’t. Riddler said that Terry, Stormy’s father, wanted a night with her by himself. He and his girlfriend, Vixen, took her to dinner.
My phone buzzes, and I pull it out of my pocket.
My Wife
What are you doing?
Me
Sitting at a party.
My Wife
Where?
Me
The Handmaiden’s clubhouse.
My Wife
Remember, you’re married now.
Me
I remember and miss my wife so much.
My Wife
I miss you too, especially last night.
Me
