Russell appeared in my peripheral vision and had crouched down in front of me. His hands were on either side of my head. His thumbs ran down my cheeks and came to rest under my chin. Russell applied some pressure to my chin so that I would look up athim.
“Look at me, myboy.”
My eyes connected with his, and a smile appeared on hisface.
“I’m so proud of you,Ryan.”
Before I could say anything, his mouth was on mine. As his hands gripped my hair and pulled me closer to him, I rose up off my heels to reach his mouth easier. I reached for his dick as our mouths continued to mesh, and his gentle laugh vibrated against mymouth.
“God, I love you,Ryan.”
He loved me. I knew it was stupid for me to get hung up on that, but every time he said it to me, it made me stop and really digest it. And maybe it was because when Russell said it, I believedit.
“Come on, stand up. Let’s get you rinsed off,” heinsisted.
I moved around in the shower under Russell’s direction and let him wash me from head to toe. His soapy hands moved with care all over my body, and when my mind began to wander, he simply placed his hand over my stomach and pulled me right back tohim.
Today had been a big day for me in terms of me trying things, and Russell understood that. Russell understood everything. When I drove home at the end of the day, my mind kept focusing on the fact that I wasn’t dirty. At least not in Russell’s eyes. And that’s all that mattered tome.
