I stood there in shock. My father had done this as a hobby, and now she was doingit.
“Can’t you help out, Ryan?” sheasked.
“I just fucking helped you out!” I gestured to the wad of cash in herhands.
“The video will make more when it’s uploaded,baby.”
Fuck!
“You could ruin me and my education,” I tried to reason withher.
“Just like you ruined your father’s career?” shecountered.
She hated me. There was no reasoning with her or any of them. Marie handed my mom the tape and then gave me thecamcorder.
“Come on, Ry-Ry. I’m ready to fuck your big brothernow.”
I took the camcorder and went down the hall only because I was afraid they’d do something that would fuck me up atschool.
I took a long shower to get the shitty feeling I had off my body. It was after 2:00 a.m. by the time I made it to my bedroom. I curled up under my sheet and tried not to think about my day. Tomorrow, I would start asking around to see if someone had a room that I could rent. Then I’d apply for student housing for the springsemester.
Chapter Three
October2002
It was Saturday night,better known as “dirty dorm” night on one of the floors in the dormitory that I frequently visited. Girls from other floors would come down each Saturday and party with the guys. As the evening went on, guys would go back to their rooms, and if they wanted, or hoped, to get laid, they’d leave their door ajar. Women would find their ways into the rooms for some fun. Even though I hadn’t lived in the dorms, I had become friends with a guy from the baseball team who lived on thefloor.
I was a freshman, and this was only my fourth dirty dorm night. For the first three parties, I mingled and watched because I didn’t have a room. But tonight, I was ready to participate. My friend wasn’t going to be there and said I could use his room. I had gone to the student union earlier and picked up some condoms that I had hoped to use tonight. I waited in the room on the bed in my boxers with the lights off and the door part way open. The moonlight had cast a dim block of light that stretched across the floor that led to the door of theroom.
Sounds of the party goers out in the main room began to die down. Giggles and hushed voices grew louder as they neared my room. My heart pounded as the girls came down the hall and I wondered, would one of them be “theone?”
Girl after girl after girl walked past the room without so much as a peek inside. In the room next to me, the metal bed frame creaked as the headboard knocked against the shared wall. I’d only seen the guy a few times and didn’t know his name, but I knew he wasn’t shy about vocalizing his sexual pleasure. I began to lazily stroke my hard-on as he fucked the woman. I had been zoned out as I listened and stroked my cock when the door across the hall opened. A tall blonde covered her tits and tip-toed quickly across the hall and knocked on the neighbor’sdoor.
“What the fuck,” I sighed and pulled my hand out from my boxers. “He’s got company, girl. My door was opened,” Imumbled.
“Hey! Now the party can start!” the nameless neighbor said when the naked blondearrived.
Suddenly, I was interested in the threesome that was about to take place nextdoor.
“Oh, fuck yeah!” one of the women shrieked moments after I heard a bare hand slap nakedflesh.
The other girl begged the guy to do the same to her. I pushed my boxers down, and my hand returned to my hard cock. I firmly stroked myself as the party next door continued. The sounds that came from that lucky room was music to my ears. I shut my eyes and lost myself in the sexual symphony that blared through the paper-thinwalls.
Lucky bastard, I thought as I feverishly jerked myself. I was close now and braced my heels on the footboard of the bed. I could feel it building in mygroin.
“Yeah, come on,” I encouragedmyself.
I had locked my knees and pushed myself toward the headboard as I reached out for the release I needed. Another few pumps of my fist sent jizz spurting up onto my stomach andchest.
“Fuck,” Igrunted.
“Well, hi there,” a female’s voice rang out from thedoorway.
I whipped my head in her direction and then down at the fluids that decorated my chest and abdomen. I had only been aware of the fuck fest going on next door and failed to notice the girl in thedoorway.
“Uh, hi,” I replied, extremelyembarrassed.
“Does that mean you’re done for a while?” sheasked.
