‘Lie back.’ I instruct her and wait, holding my breath to see if she obeys. Anxiety flashes across her face, but it’s only for an instant, and I can almost see her body relax as she does exactly as she’s told. My cock jerks at the sight of her submission. Every interaction I’ve ever had with her leans towards her being beautifully submissive, and after the last year or so with Vittoria and her incessant demands in the bedroom, the thought of that is so welcoming.
‘Good girl,’ I whisper. ‘Let me take care of you. Let me make this good for you.’
‘But… but what if someone sees?’
‘They know better than to look.’
I lie on my side beside her, looking down at her naked body beautifully spread out for me under the moonlight. I trail my fingers over her, chasing them occasionally with my mouth to make her shiver again, but not from cold this time. She only occasionally meets my gaze, and I try to remember when I last felt shy about sex. I’m not sure I ever did, or maybe I’ve just forgotten. That I’m going to be the first person to do this with her… it makes me want to make it perfect. She moves towards me, seeking my heat, and we press our bodies together, our mouths fusing as we each try to devour the other. She’s growing more confident, and it makes me desire her even more.
‘Hands above your head.’ I instruct. A split second of hesitation, then she obeys, moving her hands above her head and grasping hold of the edge of the jetty.
Her mouth opens on a gasp as I lower my mouth to her nipple again, circling it with my tongue, before moving to her other breast. She shudders and arches towards me as I suck hard. I blow gently on her puckered skin, smiling when it tightens further. She arches up, a low moan of pleasure leaving her lips.
I had intended to wait until we were inside, but seeing her here laid out for me like this, I can’t wait to see her surrender to me completely. I capture her mouth with mine once more as I slide my hand down her stomach, until my fingers brush through her neatly trimmed curls. She gasps as I find her clit once more, and I push her legs apart, giving myself space for when I slide one, two, three fingers inside her. I want to feel her stretch– she’ll need to if she’s ever going to take my cock inside her. I gather the wetness already pooling at her entrance and circle her clit, slowly increasing the pressure as I alternate between fucking her with my fingers and rubbing her. She’s slick and ready as I toy with her, feeling her body ready itself for me.
‘Tell me you want this,’ I demand. ‘I want to hear it.’
‘Yes,’ she whimpers as I curl my finger round, teasing the entrance to her body. ‘I want this.’ Her hands grip my arms, and the bite of pain as her nails dig into me for a moment, makes my cock even harder, but there’s no way she’s interfering in this. I slide my finger inside.
‘Cillian,’ she gasps, her eyes are staring at me, but I’m not sure she’s really seeing me. I pull out, placing a second finger beside the first, and tease her clit before sliding them both inside her. I move them in and out, loving the tiny noises she makes as I do so. Her hips grind with my touch, her body growing taut, her neck arching back as she holds her breath for a long moment. She whimpers, opening her eyes when I remove my hand.
‘Relax,’ I whisper, kissing around the line of her jaw until I reach her ear. Then, I gently bite down adding a third finger, and she cries out as I angle my hand differently and start to really push her towards an orgasm. ‘Just let yourself fall.’
‘What… what if… what if someone…’ she pants.
‘No one is watching, Niamh. Come for me, little one,’ I say as I bite down on the skin between her neck and shoulder.
She cries out, clasping her inner muscles around my fingers as I work her clit faster with my thumb, a little more roughly than before.
‘You’re so wet and ready for me, aren’t you?’ But she doesn’t respond. ‘Tell me,’ I demand.
‘Yes,’ she hisses. ‘Cillian! Please…’
I curl my fingers inside her, finding the spot that takes her breath away. With every movement she’s getting closer to coming, but she can’t seem to reach it, doesn’t seem to know how to…
‘Niamh, tell me you’ve given yourself an orgasm before.’
‘Yes,’ she whispers. ‘I’m not that innocent, Cillian.’
I move between her legs, and lower my mouth to her entrance, watching as her eyes go wide. I flick my tongue over her clit as I slide my fingers back inside her, and her head falls back. I lick her, tasting her pussy, devouring herlike I’ve never been satisfied before. She cries out my name as I continue to work her clit, forcing her towards that orgasm. And I watch her as she comes apart in my arms, her body’s movements uncontrolled and erratic until she finally settles.
She shivers as I remove my fingers from inside her and, as her tremors subside, I lift them to my mouth, sucking them, tasting her release as she watches me, the flush on her cheeks deepening as I lick every drop. Wanting her to taste herself, I lean down and kiss her, plunging my tongue inside her mouth, taking what’s mine.
‘That was…’ she says, her voice thready as her breathing slowly returns to normal. ‘That was…’
‘The first of many,’ I promise her, her words releasing a coiled knot of tension inside me. ‘Now, where’s your room?’
‘Upstairs,’ she says. ‘One of the rooms that overlooks the jetty.’ Her face pales as she sits up, covering herself with her hands.
‘No one saw,’ I assure her. ‘No one is looking now.’
‘But there are windows, Cillian.’
‘Someone will only have seen what I wanted them to see,Gléigeal. Trust me.’
‘Trust you?’ She lifts an eyebrow.
She’s right to question me. I have a lot to prove to her after the way I’ve behaved around her the past four years. But I will earn her trust eventually.
