'Not now,' I say, shaking my head.
'Where did you go?' she asks.
'I said, not now.' My voice is sharp, and I see her flinch but her eyes spark in anger.
I sit down on the couch, hoping she'll get the hint and go back into the bedroom with Mav and Shade. Guys who are actually equipped to be decent to her right now. But instead, she comes over to me, and she takes my hand.
'What the fuck do you want?' I snarl, but this time, she doesn't cringe away.
She doesn't say a word, as she takes my hand, as she unknots her robe and lets it fall to the floor. She stares at me, watching as my eyes involuntarily move around her naked body.
'What do you want from me?' I grind out, saying the words to make her leave me alone even though I don’t want her to go.
She doesn't say anything. She just takes my hand, and I let her. She moves it to place it on her breast.
'I can't do this with you now,' I rasp.
My expression softens.
'I might hurt you, sweetheart,' but she just steps closer almost angrily, giving me a look of challenge that makes my blood heat, even though I don’t understand how I could want this now after what I did tonight.
'Fuck,' I snarl, lunging forward and grabbing her by the throat.
Her eyes widen a little bit, but she doesn't make a sound. As I drag her towards me, she straddles my lap.
‘I killed people tonight,’ I mutter in her ear. ‘I killed a mom. I almost killed a baby. Don’t you get it? I’m a fucking monster.’
But I can’t help myself. I don’t deserve her, but I’m selfish enough to take her anyway. Her pussy is right there.
I'm inside her in less than a second, and I love the gasp as I fill her.
'Is this what you wanted?' I growl in her ear, taking the lobe and biting it.
'Yes,' she breathes, and she bites me back.
I raise her, pick her up, and slam her back down.
'You needy little whore,' I snarl. 'I killed five people tonight. Is that what you want to hear? Is that what you want to know?'
I turn us both, pushing her into the couch as I lean over her and fuck her at a punishing pace.
She's making noises, but I barely even hear them.
'You like that?' I snarl. 'You little whore,mylittle whore.'
Her eyes widen and her mouth opens on moans she can’t stifle.
I laugh almost cruelly.
'You do, don't you? You love being my willing little slut. Mine to fuck. Mine to use.'
My hand around her throat tightens minutely, and her mouth opens, but she doesn't make a sound.
There are no safe words, no nothing.
I pound into her hard, widening her legs, making her take all of me.
'That's right,' I say. 'You take it. You take everything Igive you. And when I'm done, you better sayfuckingthank you.'
