“What a pretty little cunt.” Calix cooed, and I preened until his hand came down and slapped it, ripping a gasp from my lips. His mouth found my neck and I felt his smirk against it before he sucked the skin between his teeth. I tilted my neck to give him better access, as I lifted my hips to try to get him totouchme. Tartarus damn him, did he not understand how badly I needed it?
He chuckled, a silky, promising thing, and then his fingertips were sliding through my wet folds. I moaned as I arched into him, chasing his touch, and he began to run his fingers up and down my slit, circling my clit each time he moved upwards. “Fuck, you’re so wet for me, my réalta.”
“Yes.” I whimpered. “Please, please Calix.” I begged—begged! I couldn’t even feel shame over it, I wanted,needed, him too badly.
Finally, he let two fingers play at my entrance before sinking inside. Long, thick fingers that could reach places my own never could. I couldn’t stop the noises coming from my mouth as he began thrusting his fingers in and out. The wet sound was almost embarrassing. It was so loud, but I couldn’t summon it—in fact, with Calix’s whispered praise in my ear proving how much he loved it, I somehow found it even hotter.
His thumb began circling my clit, earning him high pitched moans of his name in response.
“That’s it, baby.” Calix murmured, thrusting harder and hitting a spot that made me positivelysing. It had never felt like this before, and I thought I might float out of my body as he sent me to heights I’d never known. “Good girl. I want you to cum for me. Can you do that for me, my réalta?”
Oh, I could see the playboy prince of years ago now, breaking through as he pleasured the human he was forbidden from touching, and was finger deep inside anyway.
“Yes,fuck—yes Calix,please!” My hips rose to meet his thrusts, craving more. He obliged me with another finger and the stretch had me tossing my head as I moaned my gratitude.
His other hand came up and twisted my nipple before moving higher and grabbing my neck. He wrapped his massive hand around it and squeezed, cutting off just a bit of air—just the right amount. It spiraled me higher, my body quaking, my blood sparking as light flashed behind my eyes as they fluttered closed.
When I dragged them back open, my vision was darkening in spots—no—that wasn’t my vision. Strands of shadow were floating around us in a haze of darkness, while others creeped up my body, caressing and stroking it. The shadows circled around my nipples until they were acting like his fingers, pinching and soothing. The darkness was like another hand to him, another way to touch and take.
“Fuck, look at you. Dressed up like my own slutty little doll, eager to be played with. Do you know how badly I want to sink my cock into this tight little cunt? How badly I want to stretch you out until you’re left gaping open when I’m through with you.” Calix’s voice was low and dark, making goosebumps spread across my skin. His words elicited reactions from every part of my body, like I was nothing more than a sensitized nerve, as my arousal dripped down my spread open thighs.
“Please!” I writhed on his lap, pushing against his cock before thrusting up to meet his fingers. “Yes, I need you—I need you inside me. I want to feel you fill me up.”
He groaned loudly, his forehead falling to my shoulder, moonglow hair falling over his face until he lifted his head back up, his eyes meeting mine in a collision that I swore shook the world. “You have no idea.None. I want to grab your hips, hold you down, and drill my cock into you until you lose your voice from screaming. Until you beg me to stop because it’s too much. I need to feel you around me, surrounding me with your tightheat.” He growled, and pressed a soft kiss against my cheek that was so at odds with his words. “You’re my own personal Tartarus, Asteria. A temptation I want nothing more than to succumb to.”
My heart pulsed, like it wanted to both expand and shrink at the same time. His words were as sweet a torment as he claimed I was. But thankfully, desire swept me away before I could ruminate too long.
“Then do it, please. Let me feel you. I want you, so badly. Please!” I babbled, words flying from my mouth with no thought, pure lust and unfulfilled desire fueling them. My pleasure was building, and the thought of him actually fucking me was an image that nearly made me cum itself.
A shadow slithered south, breaking off into two wisps of darkness until they circled around where his fingers were thrusting into me, and they sank into me, joining his fingers. I gasped loudly as they expanded inside me, until I was being stretched and filled to the limit. The fullness similar to an actual cock as they joined his fingers in fucking me. I moaned as I tossed my head back, my orgasm approaching ever more rapidly now.
“Nox, you are an exquisite sight.” Calix admired, eyes riveted on his disappearing fingers, shadows laced around them every time he pulled them out. “Otherworldly in your beauty, but even more so as you let me drive you to the brink. As you moan for my shadows like a lover. Letting them fill you and stretch you out the way my cock should be doing.”
He wasn’t wrong. I wished it was his cock, but I would take the shadows. The cool sensation of them was indescribable and the way he could control them was the true Otherworldly thing here—the way they mimicked his length inside me, the way they stroked my walls as I contracted around them.
“So fucking sexy. Like my own little fuck doll, who will let me fill her with shadows until she cums.” Nox, his words were too much—this was a man who knew what he was doing, and he did itwell. It was a crime against nature that he’d been near celibate as long as I’d been alive.
A twitch of his fingers had more shadows blanketing me. They caressed every part of me, and it made me so over sensitized, that when he flicked my clit, I flew over the edge, screaming his name as I came with a sob. He groaned my name as I clenched around his fingers and shadows, and his lips found my neck before trailing up to my cheek. His fingers stroked me as I came down from my high, only pulling out of me once I stopped twitching around them.
I watched as he brought them to his mouth, where he licked every drop of me off his fingers. I couldn’t help myself, and I grabbed his face, kissing him. He hesitated for only a moment before grabbing my hair and pulling me harder into him. His lips met mine in a battle for dominance, but his tongue slipped out and met mine in a sweeter dance.
His hands skimmed over my body and had me shivering in delight. My mouth chased his when he pulled back to look at me, something in his eyes shifting before he descended once more, our lips and tongues saying everything we couldn’t. He shifted me on his lap until I was kneeling on either side of him. His shadows danced over my body, further enticing me, and I realized, keeping me from view—which was sweet of him.
My hips slotted against his, my cunt still drenched and surely getting all over him as we ground against one another. I could feel the outline of his cock through his leather pants, and I thrust against it as we devoured one another’s mouths. He pulled my hips tighter against him, and I could feel myself rapidly spinning towards another orgasm as his cock rubbed against me, hitting my clit perfectly.
My tongue explored his mouth like a new frontier, wanting to know and experience everything there was about him. The way he kissed me with brutal longing left me with the impression he felt much the same. When we finally parted, both panting as we stared at one another, I could see shock bleeding into the aura in his eyes—
Oh. My eyes widened as I realized the drink was wearing off. And now—I hastily moved so I was no longer straddling him. My body was crying out from the loss, but I pulled down my skirt and moved my top to cover my breasts once more. I swallowed hard, watching as Calix readjusted his straining pants as he watched me in turn—the length of him long and thick as it stretched down the side of his thigh.Fuck, I nearly whimpered.
We were both coming out of our lust induced fog now and as Calix stood, I eyed him warily, waiting for his reaction.
“Nox.” He muttered, running a hand through his hair. “What have I done?” The look of abject pain on his facehurt. I could see it all over his face. His belief that he’d betrayed his mate.
A dull pain throbbed in my chest. Of course, he would be concerned for the other half of his soul. Never mind that he hadn’t even met her yet, he was a good man, despite what he thought, and he was loyal to his core. He’d made it very clear before this was a line he wouldn’t cross, and a combination of drink, atmosphere, and the sizzling chemistry between us had pushed him right over it. But to my surprise, he cupped my cheek, kissing my forehead.
“Forgive me.” He whispered, and then in a cloud of darkness, he was gone.
Leaving me with pain in my chest like someone was squeezing my heart in their fist, and my eyes filling with tears I furiously blinked back.
