“No.”
“Look me in my eyes and tell me.”
“This pussy all yours, Jah.”
“I love you, baby,” I said as I nutted in her.
As my dick continued to jump inside of her, she looked me in my eyes, “I love you too.”
FOURTEEN
TATIYONNA
Song: Nivea- Complicated
Jah had renteda private long-tail boat for a few hours. The water was so pretty, I couldn’t help but take pictures and videos of this experience. Jah was still acting a little distant with me, but not to the point that I was feeling uncomfortable. Something was bothering him, but he told me that when the time was right, he would speak on it, and just to enjoy myself. I looked back to see he was staring off into space, so I went and joined him.
I leaned my back against him, pulled my phone out, and started taking pictures. He was shocked at first, but it didn’t take him long to start posing with me. I turned around and kissed him as I recorded. For the rest of the tour, we ate and laughed. We both hadn't spoke on neither of us saying we loved one another. I was waiting for him to say something first since he initiated the shit. Hell, he initiated this whole situationship with us. I was minding my damn business.
After we got back from the excursion, we both showered and laid down. Our bodies were so tired from the traveling and sex we had the day before. As Jah slept peacefully, I decided to takemy phone off do not disturb. I had only told my daddy and Casi where I was. I still hadn’t told my daddy that the mystery man was Jah. The way that man spoke so highly of Jah, I’m sure he’ll push Kileen out of the picture his damn self.
Bestie: Why the fuck is Kileen pulling up over here looking for you just then?
That text was from yesterday. I had no idea what time it was back at home, but I sent her a text anyway.
Me: What did you tell him?
When I didn’t see the bubbles pop up, I closed the text message out and shut my phone off. I cuddled up under Jah and took my ass to sleep. By the time I woke up, Jah was up running his mouth with the butler and the chef. I had no idea what they were saying most of the time, so I stayed in the room. I took the time to turn my phone back on to see that Casi had texted me back.
Bestie: Bitch, I lied and said I hadn't heard from you
I was regretting ever telling Kileen I would do this counseling with him. He felt like that automatically meant we were together. We still had three weeks left, and I had to decide on what I wanted to do. Honestly, my mind was made up.
“You hungry?” Jah walked in with a tray of food.
“I’m starving.”
“We got fish, sticky rice and I had him make some som tam so we could have some greenery. Is that cool?”
“It looks good.”
I dived in, and as Jah just sat back and watched me eat.
“You trying to kill me over here or something?” I asked him.
“Where the hell that come from?”
“Because I’m eating and you’re not.” I placed my chopsticks down.
“I’m just not hungry right now. I have food in there to eat too.”
“Nah, come and taste some of this. And just so you know, my daddy knows where I’m at.”
Jah got up without arguing and opened his mouth for me to stuff it with food. I watched him intensely as he chewed and swallowed.
“You feel better? Now you mentioned your daddy like I’m supposed to be scared. The question is, does he know you’re with me?” It was now his time to stare at me.
“Not exactly. He knows I’m with a man, though.”
