I immediately step forward and throw my arms around her. “Shit, Shelley, are you okay?”
She wraps her arms around me and holds me tight. “Bad day.”
“Can I come in?” I ask sheepishly, and she flicks her gaze up to mine.
“Sure.” She steps back, lets me in, and then clicks the door behind me. I stand there feeling foolish before she walks over to the sofa and drops down on it.
“Look, Shelley.”
“James, I’m not really in the mood to go through whatever that was the other night. I said stuff I didn’t mean, you said stuff, I’ve had a shit day, and while I don’t want to unpack that shitshow, you’re here. You could actually just make it all go away like only you seem to be able to.”
“What do you want from me, Shelley?”
“I want you to take my mind off things, fuck the rest of it. Just make me forget.”
I walk towards her and pull her up. I lead her into the bedroom and push her down on the bed. I step over to her bedside drawer, grab out her toys, and toss them on the bed. Her eyes go wide, and I grin. Of course, I knew they were there. I just never needed them. Now, I feel like I need to pull all the stops out and show her the time of her life, and I think I need that, too.
She slides up the bed, but I grab her ankles and drag her back down, lifting her foot and massaging it before lifting it to my lips, but before I can bring it to my mouth, she snatches it out of my hand. “Just fuck me, James. I don’t want all the shit you do just because I like it, all the other stuff that goes with it. I just want you to fuck me how you want to for a change.”
“Be careful what you wish for.” I grin down at her.
I strip out of my clothes and grab her ankles again. I pull her down the bed towards me. I roughly drag her pants down and wipe them through her lips, coating them in her creamy cum. I lick my lips and lean over, pushing them towards her mouth and slipping them past her lips. I grin down at her as I fill her mouth with them, and her eyes widen. I slide my hand around her throat and lick up the side of her face. I tilt my head from sideto side, taking her all in. She really is stunning for her age, and even with the makeup trail running down her cheeks from before, she’s still beautiful. I kiss her cheek gently, and her eyes flutter closed as I grab her ankles again, toss her over, and lift her hips. I grab my belt from my jeans and tighten it around her wrists. I push the side of her face into the covers and tilt her head so she can see us in the mirror. I snatch a vibrator off the bed and push it straight into her pussy, she tries to buck away from me, but I’m holding her back by the belt. I pull it out and back in a few times, coating it in her cum before pushing it into her arsehole. I turn and grin at her, and her eyes widen as I push, grin, and push some more. I flick the switch, and it starts vibrating. She muffles out a groan around her pants, and I slam my solid dick into her pussy. She bucks, but there’s not much she can do. I set a gruelling rhythm as I pound into her. I’m not sure if I’m punishing her or worshipping her, as the line is so far beyond blurred, but I groan as I can feel the vibrator moving, pulsing, and rotating inside her as I fuck her harder. She tries to pull forward, but her arms won’t let her get any further away without yanking on her shoulders.
I keep going, thrusting in and out of her till she’s screaming around the pants, and my balls slam into her clit over and over again. She screams my name—well, she screams James—and I try to ignore the fact that I’ll never hear my name on her lips. She will only ever love him, not me, but this will have to do for now. Maybe one day, all the bullshit will be over, and I can share it all with her. As I slam into her, she screams harder, cumming all over my cock.
I yank my dick out of her, and she sags. I pull the vibrator out and toss it aside, and it clatters to the floor, vibrating away across it.
I flip her over and snatch the vibrating cock ring, and she bucks, but her arms are still strapped behind her back. I tug it on and fire it up, groaning. I lean forward and slide into her. I lean up and yank the pants out of her mouth, tossing them aside before forcing my tongue into her mouth. I thrust against her, and as the cock ring hits her clit, she tries to bolt off the bed. I chuckle, pinning her hips with mine, holding them a second while she bucks under me before easing off. She sags, and I push forward again. She’s panting and bucking, trying to get her sensitive clit away from me, but I push forward and pin her hips till she screams for me again. I hold myself against her clit while the cock ring vibrates against her throbbing oversensitive nub, and when she cums again, I pull back ever so slightly. I rotate my hips a little while she pants before pushing forward and holding the vibrating rubber against her swollen, tight bundle of nerves, and she grits her teeth, screaming out again over and over before panting and begging me to stop. I back off and rip the ring off my dick before sliding up her body, her arms still pinned uncomfortably behind her, and I tap my dick to her mouth.
“Open up.”
She takes a deep breath and opens wide. I slip my dick straight into the back of her throat before thrusting in and out. I wait till I hit the back of her throat before pulsing forward till she gags. I back off slightly so she can draw in a breath before leaning forward again and thrusting my hips into her face. She splutters, and Iglance down at her, eyes streaming and lips foaming as she gags. I slip back, letting her gulp in air before sliding forward again. When she gags this time, I yank straight out. I slide down and slam my dick straight inside her swollen pussy. I fuck her till her eyes roll, and she opens her mouth to scream, but nothing comes out. I fuck her hard till I’m just about to cum. I pull out of her and fire all over her stomach and her tits. I lean forward and snarl in her face.
“Now tell me we aren’t fucking exclusive.”
I slide my hands around her throat and grip tight. Her eyes widen with fear, and I lick up the side of her face.
“If I find out you’ve been with anyone else while you’ve been with me… I will fucking kill them.” I hover over her face. “Now, tell me we aren’t exclusive.”
“We are James, I swear we are.”
I throw my mouth around her and kiss her with everything I have. I don’t know what I’m trying to say other than she’s mine.
I tug her up and undo her wrists, and she wraps her arms around me. “Are we okay?”
I nod and kiss her like I mean it because I actually think I do, and I want this, whatever this is, because Vic’s right. We deserve the chance to be happy, and maybe we need to take that for ourselves rather than wait for it to be handed to us because, in this life, it never will be.
I slip off her and pull her to her shaky feet.
“I think you need a shower, as great as you look in my cum. Let’s get you cleaned up.”
I tug her behind me into the shower, grab the sponge, soap it up, and scrub her from head to toe. Iwash her hair, condition it, and rub her shoulders till she relaxes. I wrap her up and lead her back to the bed. Climbing in with her, I wrap her in my arms. “Will you stay?”
Fuck.“I can’t tonight. I have to get back.” I kiss her. “I can stay a little while, though, if you wanna talk.”
“Really?”
“Sure.” I wrap my arms around her tighter. “So, what has you so wound up?”
