“I said, fuck it,” I cross the room in a heartbeat and tower over her, “Fuck. It.”
“What–”
“I’ve wanted to kiss you from the moment you poked your head out the door at Olivia’s and Malakai’s wedding.”
Her eyes widen.
“So, I’m saying fuck it, consequences be damned because I’m not sure I can go a minute longer not knowing what you taste like.”
“Bast…”
“Tell me right now to leave and I will.” I assure her, “Tell me I’ve read it all wrong and you don’t want me just as much. Tell me I’m a fucking asshole for ignoring it for months, putting us both in pain.”
“You are an asshole.”
My dimples sink in as my grin stretches wider, “I am.”
Her eyes bounce around my face, that icy wall she had erected slowly melting.
“Tell me, Red.”
“I can’t.” She whispers.
“Good.” I capture her chin in my fingers and tilt her pretty face to me, “Because I’m not sure I could walkaway again.”
“Then don’t.”
My mouth crashes against hers andfuck.She tastes better than I could ever have imagined, soft and sweet and open. My tongue pushes into her mouth and she fights back with as much demand, her hands trapped between our bodies, but I feel the tips of her nails biting against my chest through my shirt. I angle her head to allow me further control, my hand snaking around to her back to further bring her in, so every point of her is touching every part of me.
So much better than I could have ever dreamed. Kissing Willow is like breathing again after being submerged for too long.
I break away from the kiss, breathing hard as my forehead rests against hers. “I can’t walk away again.” I breathe, “I’ve been trying for months but I always come back but I’m about to break, Red.”
“I swear to fucking god, Sebastian,” She wiggles her arms free and then her fingers are threading through my hair at the back of my head and she grips it, hard, adding a bite of pain that has me hissing through my teeth, “If you leave now I will murder you. Literally.”
I chuckle, allowing her to keep control right now, “Drop the towel, Red.” I growl.
“You first,” A hint of vulnerability enters her eyes.
I tug out of her hold and step away from her embrace, my hands going to the buttons on my shirt. I undo afew before I reach behind me and yank the thing over my head, throwing it to the floor.
My cock pulses behind my zipper, my lips tingling with the feel of her still on them. I kick my shoes off before I go for the button on my pants, but Willow still doesn’t look, she keeps her eyes on my face which only makes me grin more. I shove out of my pants, taking my boxers with them and then fist my cock in my hand, my teeth biting together as I jerk it in my fist.
“This how you wanted me?” I step closer, my thumb swiping over the pearl of precum beading at the tip.
She sucks her lip into her mouth and slowly, so fucking slowly, she drops her eyes down my body, much like I did with her, taking in every inch of me. Her breaths increase with every inch she looks at and it all but stops as she watches me fuck my hand, my cock fucking aching with need.
“Impressive,” She breathes before she drags her eyes away, back to my face. I move for her, reaching for the towel but her hand slaps against my chest.
“What are you doing?” I frown.
“I said ifyouleave, I’d murder you,” A devious smile pulls on her mouth, “I didn’t say anything about me.”
“Willow,” I warn.
She arches a brow, “Not nice, is it, Sebastian?”
I stand completely fucking naked as she steps to theside, her feet almost silent as she pads toward the door, “But I have plans right now,” she tells me as I continue to stare forward, my heart and cock pounding in unison. I hear her shuffling around behind me, grabbing things and closing drawers before she says, “Feel free to stick around, I’ll be back in a while.”