He stares into my eyes the entire time, just like he did when he touched me yesterday, and I let him see me. I don’t try to school my expression like I normally would. I couldn’t, anyway. Dylan Wild just blew my damn mind, and I’ll never be able to pretend otherwise.
I shift so he can move off of me and leave for the bathroom. But he’s back within seconds and pulling back the covers so we can get underneath them together.
I lie naked next to him, unable to articulate a complete sentence.
“You okay?” He reaches over to stroke my arm.
“Uh-huh.” I’m more than okay. I’ve never been so exhilarated in my life.
“That was incredible,” he says.
I turn to look into his eyes. “I know. I can’t believe it.”
“You mean I surprised you with my prowess?”
I know he’s joking; the whole thing may go down as the shortest lovemaking in history.
“Don’t diminish it,” I say. “That’s the best it’s ever been for me. I know that may sound crazy, but…”
“It doesn’t sound crazy at all.” Dylan pulls me on top of him. “For me, too. Nothing even close.”
* * *
Dylan
I love you.
What the fuck is happening to me? I’m lying here next to Jasalie, and I have to actually bite back saying “I love you” to her. Yes, sex with Jasalie isn’t just good—it’s downright mind bending. But I’ve never had the inclination to say those words to any woman I’m with, and good sex doesn’t sway me into saying sentiments I don’t really mean and then regret afterward.
But what terrifies me is that I do mean it with Jasalie. My heart is fully involved in this temporary affair we’re engaged in, and I can’t shut down my feelings. I’ve been fighting myself ever since we met, but I can’t keep waging war with my emotions. I’m falling in love with Jasalie. Although I know better than to tell her right now. We’re supposed to end things in a day, and me saying those words would definitely challenge the rules. Besides, love doesn’t fit into my world. It can’t.
So I keep my mouth shut and concentrate on round two.
As soon as she’s seated on top of me, I reach over for another condom and hand it to her.
“You want to?”
Her hair spills over her breasts, just covering those incredible pink round nipples. “Of course.”
She rolls the condom onto me, and I make sure it’s secure. My hand shifts past her navel, down her stomach and to the spot just below her patch of blond hair where I use my fingers to touch her until she’s moaning.
“Dylan, you’re like really good at that.”
I bring my hand to her hip and urge her forward. “Take me inside you, Jasalie. I need to be inside you again.”
She lifts her hips and centers herself over me. When she sinks down hard and fast, I’m not prepared.
“Jesus Christ.” I buck as a feeling of absolute fucking bliss hits me—pretty much everywhere. “Baby, you just took all of me at once.”
I’m so deep inside her, and she brought me there so effortlessly that I’m honest to God afraid if I start to move, I’ll come. Every millimeter of me is on fire, and I’m harder than I’ve ever been in my life.
But then she starts moving. Up and down with reckless abandon. All I can do is hang on for the ride. She throws her head back, and her fucking perfect blond hair flies out behind her. Thank God because now I get an unobstructed view of her bouncing breasts as she moves. I reach up and lightly pinch her nipples, and she cries out my name as she digs her nails into my thighs.
“Dylan, you’re gonna make me come. Oh, God, Dylan!”
I can feel her clench around me as she climaxes, and I revel in watching her turn over into bliss. Nothing’s more beautiful than seeing Jasalie Gordon let her guard down completely. As she’s nearing the end of her orgasm, she reaches her hand behind her until it’s between my legs and—
“Shit—”
