My eyes close and my head falls back as he fucks me harder, owning my body with each hard thrust.
“Mine.” He nips my neck and then my shoulder.
I can't contain the strangled scream of pleasure as he pushes my legs out wider and thrusts deeper inside of me, pushing me to a point of slight pain that's overwhelmed with pleasure.
“Kade!” I scream his name as he loses control and ruts between my legs with a savage need. My lungs refuse to work as my temperature rises, and waves of pleasure rock through my body with a paralyzing force. My mouth opens with a silent scream and Kade’s quick to bite my bottom lip and then my throat as he rides through my orgasm, racing for his own release.
He stills deep inside of me and groans from deep within his chest. He thrusts short, shallow pumps that only seem to prolong my orgasm.
My body shudders with a chill as he pulls out of me and leaves me for a moment. I feel overwhelmed with a hot, tingling sensation rippling through my body in waves.
The aftershocks dim as Kade wipes between my legs with a warm cloth and I settle into the mattress.
Kade holds me close to him. His warmth settles into every part of me, calming me and letting me relax into the bed.
A calmness washes over me and I begin to think that everything will be alright, but then Kade’s phone beeps from the nightstand. He pulls away from me, rolling onto his back and picking it up. I miss him instantly. I need him to come back to me, but he doesn't. I watch his face as he looks at the message.
The softness in his features vanishes and the cold façade returns.
He gets up from the bed without saying a word and walks to his dresser.
I slowly sit up and watch as he dresses himself.
“Kade?” I ask him. He can't leave me. I need him.
He looks at me as he pulls his pants up and zips and buttons them, but he doesn't say anything..
“Are you alright?”
“I’m fine, angel. Go to bed.” I can tell from his voice he’s not fine. A weight settles against my chest, threatening to suffocate me.
“Kade, please don’t leave me.” I pull the covers tight around me and up to my chest. I don’t want to be left alone.
He walks to the bed and gives me a look of sympathy mixed with something else… longing. It's a look of longing. He plants a soft kiss on my lips and I move my hand to the back of his head to deepen it, but he pulls away before I’m able to.
“I’m sorry, angel.” His thumb brushes along my cheek and then he leaves me.
I stare at the door, waiting for him to come back. Unable to sleep, and unable to stop seeing the longing in his eyes.
Kade
I sit across the desk from Gabriel. He’s at ease, and I’m tense.
I need to get her out of here. The text confirmed what my handler said two days ago. I'm fucked, and I can deal with those consequences. But not my angel. I need to get her safely away as soon as possible.
He picks up his glass and takes another sip. He cocks a brow at me as he sets the glass down and asks, “Are you sure you don’t want one? You look as though you need it.” His voice holds the same humor I see sparkling in his eyes.
I shake my head and clear my throat, finally spitting out the reason I'm here.
“I need you to take Olivia.” I have to leave. I have to go to this meeting tomorrow. But she can't come. She needs to be safe by noon tomorrow. And I need Gabriel's help. I fucking hate that I do, but I have no one else to ask. I've played my cards all wrong. And now I'm a dead man.
“You can’t be serious, Kade. You don’t want her?” he asks incredulously.
I’m quick to shake my head. Gabriel continues speaking as I try to find the right words without giving him too much information. He's going to find out sooner or later.
“I care for Olivia, but it would hurt my Talia. I know it would. I don’t understand why you don’t want her.”
I do want her. I want Olivia more than anything. I wish I could take her and run away with her. But I can’t. I can’t put her in danger. And I'm right in the middle of it.