“What’s wrong?” I ask hesitantly. I’ve never seen him like this before. Fear overwhelms me. “Did Ricky find out?”
Kade shakes his head. “I wish I could tell you. I want to tell you everything.” He bends down and kisses me. “Ask me for something I can give you. Anything.”
“I want to leave.”
He lowers his head, his forehead pressed to mine and sighs. My heart sinks in my hollow chest.
“I will never let any of them hurt you.” He speaks barely above a murmur.
“He did hurt me though. Victor hurt me.” Kade's eyes close tighter as I continue my plea. “I don’t want this anymore. I can’t do that again.” I don’t know how to explain it to him.
I can’t do that again. I don’t want to. I don't want any of this anymore.
“I’m sorry. That was a mistake. I thought it would prevent things from getting out of hand.” He takes a deep breath. “I thought wrong.”
I don’t know what to say to him.
“I'm sorry, angel.” His soft blue eyes look deep into mine. “Please forgive me, tell me you'll forgive me.”
My heart swells with the need to soothe his pain. I don't like seeing him like this. “I forgive you.”
Kade's lips press gently against mine the second the words leave my lips. I moan softly, accepting his gentle touch. His hands move to my lower back and mine spear into his hair. A calmness settles over me. This is what I need. I need Kade.
Kade breaks our kiss and looks at me with a spark of lust in his eyes.
“Lie back,” Kade commands me, and although a part of me doesn't want to, I obey.
My breath is shaky as Kade grips my hips and pulls me to the edge of the bed.
“Relax, angel. I’ve got you.” I put a hand over my face, trying to calm myself as he spreads my knees farther. I'm a mix of emotions and I feel as though I'm being pulled in too many different directions. He lowers his lips to my pussy and my body shudders as he takes a languid lick.
I’m not prepared for him, not like I usually am. My head falls to the side as he sucks my clit into his mouth.
I heat for him instantly and close my eyes with a small moan. My fingertips dig into the mattress, and I have to work hard to keep my body still. I want to wrap my legs around his head and rock my pussy into his face. But I don’t.
I stay still and let him do with me as he wants. His large hands grip my ass and angle me for him. He spears his tongue and fucks me with it over and over. My mouth falls open as my belly stirs with desire and need.
He takes me to the edge and I’m almost there, but this isn’t what I need. I need him.
“More, please.” I do something I’ve never done. I reach down and pull him on his shoulders. I need to feel him. I need to be as close to him as possible.
My eyes widen as I realize what I did, but the heat in Kade’s eyes as he climbs over my body erases the momentary fear of acting out. He pulls me across the bed under him and devours my lips with his.
I can faintly taste myself on his tongue, but I don’t care. My hands travel up his muscular body and I wrap my legs around his hips. He moans into my mouth and moves his hard dick to my opening, pushing in slowly.
His girth stretches my walls and I throw my head back and moan into the cool air. His lips suck at my neck as he pushes himself deeper inside of me. He stills deep inside of me, buried to the hilt, and captures my lips. It's almost too much. I feel so full and desperate for him to move. He doesn't though.
He kisses me as though he needs the air in my lungs to breathe.
I feel his passion, and it consumes me. His hands grip my hips tighter and he pulls out for a moment and then slams into me. Fuck! My mouth pops open with a silent scream. It's so good, but too overwhelming. His eyes stare into mine as he does it again and again.
Each hard pump heightens the edge of my release. My body tenses and heats.
“Kade,” I whimper, and that’s his undoing. A low growl erupts from his chest and he buries his head in the crook of my neck as he fucks me relentlessly into the mattress. He pounds into me over and over again. Each hard thrust smacks against my clit and makes my body that much hotter.
My head thrashes, and my fingernails dig into his shoulders. I struggle not to cry out.
“Mine,” he growls into my neck.
