Jethro hadn’t been easy to love. He’d been the cause of my sister’s pain, my hard childhood. He’d been...difficult. But he’d also been the most loyal, loving, coolest brother I could’ve ever asked for.
He’d earned forgiveness for his issues. And I liked to think I’d played my part in helping him become a better person—a person who could live an easier life with his condition.
My time was over; my existence almost done.
And although I was sad to go, I wasn’t afraid.
Because Iexisted.
And because I existed, I could never un-exist.
I would move on. I would transcend. I would grow and change and magnify to the point of whatever new experience awaited me. I would see those I loved again but not for a while.
And that was okay, too.
So I waited in my in-between world, listening to silence, hovering in nothingness, just waiting for the right time. I didn’t know how I would know. I didn’t know why I waited. But something kept me tethered to a world I no longer belonged to.
Until one day, I felt it.
The snip.
The silence turned to sublime music, the nothingness turned to warmth, and contentment blanketed with permission to leave. I knew he would be okay. I knew she would be okay. The family who persevered would be okay.
My father was dead.
Bonnie was dead.
Daniel was dead.
Evil had finally perished in my house.
And Jethro no longer needed me.
It took no effort, not even a sigh or conscious thought.
I just...let...go.
He had her.
He had her.
He had his very existence.
Nila would be there for him now.
He no longer needed my help.
I smiled, sending love to both of them, goodbye to everyone, and so long to a world that’d been briefly mine.
Jethro has found his reason for breathing.
It was time for me to find mine.
Goodbye...
Chapter Thirty-Three
Nila
