Nate pauses and tilts his head to the side."What's wrong?I can smell your anxiety.Did something happen?"
"I- Please don't be upset at me.I- I don't?—"
"Spit it out, Little Lily," he teases as he crosses his arms, crinkling the black, nondescript bag in his grasp.
"I told you I fucking hate that," I snap back, smacking him across the bicep.
It's ineffectual, of course, but then it wasn't really meant to hurt him.
"Yes.I know.But you're not as scared anymore.Out with it."
"I don't want to lose my virginity in a gas station bathroom," I blurt out."I know you aren't the type to give me roses and silk sheets and such, but I don't?—"
He pushes me against the sink and cages me in with his arms."Now you listen here.When I do fuck you, it's not going to be in some dirty place like this.Not now.Not ever.Not unless you beg me to degrade you that way."
"But you said?—"
"It got you wet, didn't it?Tell me your pussy didn't drip at that filthy little scenario I planted in your head."
Heat fans my face as I hang my head."Well, yes."
"Then it did its job.Turn around and look in the mirror.Bend over and stick your ass out for me."
When I do as he says, I watch his reflection as he stares at me.His hand slides down my spine, sending tingles through me, but I don't look away.
"God, you're so fucking pretty," he murmurs as he leans down and places the bag in front of me so I can stare at it and wonder.
With a gentle flick of his wrist, he slides my hair to the other side, baring my neck."Tell me, sweetheart.What would you do if I claimed you right now?Would you fight me?Would you beg me to stop?Would you let me have my fucking way with you?"
I can't answer him.All I can do is whimper as he skims his lips down the column of my throat.Until now, I had never really thought about it.Claiming just wasn't in my future.Not really.
Now, all I want is for him to sink his teeth into me, to make me his, irrevocably his.Even Dad can't break that bond.
"I can smell your pussy from here.You want it, don't you?"
He grinds up against me so I can feel the thickness of his cock against my ass.So much like the night at the clinic, but now, neither of us hides who we are and what we want.
"Tell me to stop, Lila," he grunts against my ear as he grips my hips."Tell me you don't want this.Tell me to stop touching you like I own you."
"I can't," I whimper."I can't tell you to stop."
"Then bend over.I'm not going to take your virgin pussy.Not here.Not like this.But I am going to give you something to make you think of me with every fucking step you take."
Chapter21
Nate
My cock presseshard and heavy against my pants as I grind up against Lila's perfect ass.God, it would be so easy to just yank her pants down and fuck her right here.But I told her I wouldn't.I can control myself.As hard as it is to maintain my calm around her, I have to.
I refuse to be like some random Alpha who would rut her and dump her.Now that I've had a taste, I know I'm not letting her go.Silk sheets and rose petals indeed.If that's what my little stepsister wants for her first time, that's what she'll get.
In the meantime, I stare at the swell of her ass before looking at her reflection in the mirror.Despite the protest of being in a common bathroom, her pupils are wide and blown as her body begs me to have my way with her.God, it's addicting seeing this much trust and submission etched on her face.
Keeping my gaze locked with hers, I hook my thumbs in the band of her pants and ease them down over her hips.Soft gasps catch in her throat as she swallows and stares at me, eyes widening even more somehow.So innocent.So desperate.So fucking horny.
Once her ass is bare, I slide my pants down as well and rest my cock against the cleft.Precum pearls at the tip and drops onto that little vee.At the contrast of my warmth against her cool skin, she shivers, moaning softly under her breath.
"Easy now," I groan against her ear as I pull her back further and spread her wide."I'm not going to fuck you.Not here.Not like this.Even though I can smell your body screaming at me to take you like the dirty little whore you are."
