"I want this, Nate.I need this.I need you."
"Then grab my pants from the back.We need to stop soon."
The abrupt change in conversation sends me reeling, but I do as he commands.I don't understand, but I dare not question him, not when he feels this raw and fragile.My fingers tremble as I grab the clothing from the back and hand it to him.
With minimal swerving, he manages to get his pants up to his thighs, but never resumes conversation.The silence stretches out until I fear I might burst from it.
"Please—"
He glances over at me and shoots me a soft smile."You're good, sweetheart.I'm not mad at you.I'm simply thinking through logistics."
My pulse pounds so loud it's all I can hear."Dad?"
"Robert," he agrees.
Now it's my turn to sit back and be quiet.No way Dad will let me be with Nate.Hell, if he knew… I can't let myself think like that.Not now.Not while my core still aches and my clit still pulses with the taste of him coating my tongue and throat.
"Almost there, sweetheart.You don't have to put your panties back on, but you might need your pants."
I stick my tongue out at him in a playful manner, but the heated look he shoots me is anything but.It simmers with unspoken heat and longing.As quickly as I can, I pull up my pants right as he whips into a gas station.
Tossing me his wallet, he winks."Go grab some supplies.I need to get some myself."He points to an adjoining store and I simply blink at the sign.
"Rut and Stuff.Is that a?—"
"Yes, my little virgin.It's a sex store.Now go grab some drinks.We'll need them by the time we're done."
Vibrations flit through my body as I walk down the aisles.How can I pick out something as mundane as food and drink when I know he's over there getting something fun?
Forcing myself to concentrate, I grab a few sodas and chips and pay for everything.By the time I'm done, Nate gasses up the car like he didn't just go buy something naughty.
"What did you get?"
"You'll see in a minute," he teases."Now go grab the bathroom key from the attendant and lock yourself inside.I'll knock in a minute."
Everything stills as I replay his filthy words in my head.Didn't he already threaten to bend me over in a bathroom and use me?Each step is stilted as I waddle my way back into the gas station.Poor guy stares at me as I beg him for the key.No doubt he thinks it's some kind of emergency.
Oh, it is.Not the type he's thinking of, but an emergency all the same.I grab the keys and rush out the door, noting Nathan's knowing grin.As I get inside and lock it behind me, I stare at my reflection in the mirror.
Face flushed.Hair mussed.Lips red and swollen.I look just like the type of omega who got her face fucked.Glancing around at the surprisingly clean bathroom, my gut clenches as a wave of sadness washes over me.
It was never about being a virgin.I wasn't saving myself for some magical moment.More like I just didn't want to have to deal with the fallout if things went bad.
But now that I'm here, looking over at the toilet with the lid propped up, I start to question everything.Am I too far under Nate's spell?Is he really going to take my virginity in this bathroom?I wasn't expecting rose petals and silk sheets, but I wasn't thinking about a gas station bathroom either.My mind whirls as a knock thunders through the room.
"S- someone's in here," I cry out, just in case it's not him.
"Oh, I know," he growls from behind the door."Open up, Lila.Let your stepbrother in."
My pulse spikes as I reach out for the knob.As I twist it, the metal clatters in my trembling hand, but I manage to open it up.Nate shoves his way in, pushing past my slight resistance before locking behind us once more.
"We don't have much time to play around.Not if you don't want your Dad calling us again."
"But we're at a gas station."
"Do you think that matters to him?"
"Fair enough," I bark out, nervous laughter bubbling on my lips.
