“Fuck you?” He shrugged. “I want to do everything with you, so yeah, I want to fuck you.”
Damn.I hadn’t expected him to say that, and now I didn’t know how to respond. I fell back against the couch and touched my tongue to the inside of my mouth where I’d accidentally bitten it last night while I was fucking him. The flesh was sensitive and sore, but the small pain was a nice reminder of how fucking sexy he was with his legs on my shoulders as I plowed him. I couldn’t imagine myself in the same position.
He sighed. “Forget I said anything.” He went to stand, but I grabbed his elbow, stopping him from moving off my lap.
“All right.”
“What?” He stared at me with wide eyes, and I got stuck in how dark they were.
I cleared my throat, panic lodging itself in my chest. How did I tell him I’d never bottomed before? He’d never asked; I’d never told him. My hold on his arm tightened as I gathered my courage. “I said all right.”
“Seriously?” Excitement washed over his face, and I felt bad for being terrified of the idea. I was Scar, a rider for the Kings of Men MC, and I didn’t get scared, especially not because of anything to do with sex.
I raised my chin and nodded. “Yeah.” I shoved him to his feet and stood, straightening. Rubbing a hand down my stomach nervously, I gave him a smile. “Come on.” I led him toward our bedroom, the only other room in the apartment aside from the bathroom. It was small, barely big enough to fit a queen-size bed and a dresser, but it did the job. With only me and Charley, it was all we needed. Neither of us had many belongings, and we didn’t need anything big and fancy. We liked living freely.
When I got to the bed, I turned to him and cupped his face, bringing him in for a hard kiss that had him on his tiptoes with his arms wrapped around my neck. He was warm and inviting, and even though I was fucking terrified of having his cock inside me, my own reacted by chubbing up in my gray drawstring shorts. I had no underwear on, so it had free rein to nudge Charley as he got in nice and close to me.
“You’re so fucking sexy,” he murmured against my lips. “I can’t wait to finally get inside you.” He dragged his fingers through my beard, which I loved.
“Yeah.” I gave him another smile, but I thought it might have looked shifty as hell because he frowned.
“Colton—” His voice wavered uncertainly, and I shook my head.
“Let’s get your clothes off you, Fish.” I grabbed his shirt and yanked it over his head. There was no tact in the way I ripped his clothes off him—the sooner this was over with, the sooner I could go back to fucking him. Maybe.What if he likes his cock in my ass and wants to do it all the time?I hadn’t thought about that. I really fucking hoped not.
“Colton, if you don’t want to do this—”
“I said I did, didn’t I?” The words came out harsher than I’d meant them to and I winced. I kissed him again as I managed to get his jeans and boxers to his ankles and his cock sprang free. “Sorry, Fish. Yeah, I want to do this.”
He pursed his mouth. “You don’t seem eager.”
“Come here.” I dragged him closer and wrapped my hand around his chubby, stroking him hard. He shuddered and fell against me, groaning as I scraped the nail of my thumb over the slit. “If this is what you want, Fish, I want it, too.”
I turned us and pushed him onto the bed. He bounced on the mattress and grunted but shifted back to give me space as I rid myself of my shirt and shorts. The room was warm, too hot, but it was summer, and we hadn’t bothered to turn on the air conditioner when we got home this evening.
I kneeled on the bed and leaned over him, covering his mouth with mine again. He curled his arm around my neck, dragging me down until our naked bodies were pressed together, cocks slapping each other. He raised his hips and rubbed against me, groaning.
“Scar.” He moaned into my mouth and flipped us so quickly it took me a moment to realize I was on my back with him above me. It wasn’t often Charley got one over on me, and it was hot when he took charge—or tried to. Usually I fought back until I had my cock in his ass and my spunk deep in his hole. This time… I had no idea what to do.
He stared down at me, and I returned his gaze until he cupped my cheek and kissed me gently. “Are you sure—”
“I’m not a virgin,” I snapped before he could finish. “You don’t need to treat me like one.” I shoved at him, and he fell back on his ass, and then I turned onto my stomach, spreading my legs. “Come on. Fuck me.”
The silence was thick in the room, and for a moment I thought he’d left. My heart was so loud in my ears I wondered if he could hear it. The drawer next to the bed opened, and he shifted, the mattress moving with him until I felt him spread my legs so he could sit between them. He laid his hand on my asscheek, and I tensed.
“I can’t do this if you’re afraid of me,” he whispered.
I grunted out a laugh. “Afraid? I don’t feel that shit. Just do it.”
He scraped his nails across the skin on my ass, and I clenched my hole as he dipped his fingers between my cheeks. “Relax.”
“I am,” I said, stealing a pillow and shoving it under my head, letting it swallow my responses. If he couldn’t see my face, it would save me from embarrassment later on.
The sound of a lid clicking open had me tensing again, but I forced myself to relax as much as I could. Charley didn’t have a massive cock like me, which was a saving grace, but I bet my nuts it would still hurt like a bitch, and I wasn’t sure if I was ready for it yet. All I had to do was tell him I was a bottom virgin, but thatV wordwas not leaving my lips. Fuck no.
Something wet poked at my hole. “Colton, are you sure?”
“Just do it.” I spread my legs wider and sighed, burying my face farther into the pillow.
