“Please,” I pleaded. “Just once. I can’t go to Club Triple X with my virginity.Pleaseget rid of it for me.”
He hesitated and fear lodged itself in my throat. I didn’t want him to say no. “Max….”
“Please. I promise I’ll never blackmail anyone ever again. I won’t give Mr. Elwood or Jaxson any problems, and I’ll work really hard. I’ll be the best stapler you’ve ever seen.”
He laughed gently. “You already are, boy. No one staples quite like you.”
“I’m serious,” I said passionately, grabbing his shirt between my fists. “I won’t complain about any job you give me, and I’ll be there every day, even if I’m sick. I just want….” I dropped my head, slumping my shoulders forward. “I don’t want to meet Vic as a virgin. He already called megreen.”
“Fuck.” He slammed a hand on the wall next to me.
I startled but stayed still as he dropped his head. Maybe he would say no, and then where would I be? Ashamed and embarrassed that I’d put myself out there and begged for him to take me.
“Okay,” he whispered.
I let out a relieved breath.
He hooked his finger under my chin and raised it so I was staring into his warm eyes. He smiled and my heart swelled. “I’ll fuck you, but that’s all this is. Sex. I don’t want your first time to be with a stranger in a back room at a club. But come tomorrow, when we go back to work, I’m nothing more than your boss. You can stay here as long as you need to, but I’m still your supervisor. We won’t be doing this.”
I nodded. “Yes, Daddy.”
He sighed. “I think it would be best if we have sex as JP and Max. Not as Daddy and boy. This isn’t… it’s just getting off.”
I hated the sick feeling that roiled inside me, but I inclined my head in agreement because that’s all I could do. He’d made it perfectly clear we couldn’t be anything, so at least he’d agreed to get rid of my virginity.
He led me out of the room again and toward his bedroom. I followed him, unable to break my gaze from his strong shoulders and the way his muscles moved as he walked. His ass was as beautiful as the rest of him, round and beefy, and I wanted nothing more than to sink my teeth into the flesh.
We walked into his room and he closed the door behind us, which felt a lot like my fate being sealed. JP turned to me and stepped in close, and I held my breath when he cupped my cheek.
“Before we do this, I want to discuss what’s about to happen.”
I licked my lips. “Okay.”
“This is just physical, Max. You can’t and will not ever use this against me. If you do, I will destroy you, and I know for a fact Vane and Midberry will back me.”
It was difficult to hold his gaze, so I dropped my head. “I wouldn’t.”
He kept talking as though I hadn’t said anything. Stepping in closer, he touched my shoulders, and I shot my gaze up to look at him again. “Do you want to bottom or top?”
The question made me jolt, and I frowned in thought. “Um, what does Vic do?”
His eyes flashed in an anger that disappeared so quickly I thought I’d imagined it ever being there. “From what I know, he only tops.”
“Oh, then I should probably get bottoming out of the way, right?”
He nodded. “You’re right. Bottoming is a lot more difficult when you haven’t had the practice. Come with me.” He slid his hand in mine and led me toward the bathroom. When we’d entered, he directed me to the cabinet below the sink and opened a drawer, pulling out what I recognized immediately as a douche, but it was in a new package, not even opened. He showed it to me and smiled. “I always keep an extra in case of emergencies. Do you know what this is?”
I took it and held the package tightly between my fingers until my knuckles turned white. “Yes, I do.”
“Have you done it before?”
I shook my head. “I never needed to. I’ve never… had the chance to spend time with a man.”
“Okay, it’s simple. You fill it with water,coolwater, screw on the nozzle, and squeeze it into your asshole. Sit on the toilet after a couple of minutes. Keep doing it until the water comes out clean.”
“That makes sense.” I stared down at the bright blue douche and excitement delved deep inside my chest, right alongside the anxiety of finally having a dick flip myVstatus. I’d never put much stock into the societal standards of virginity, but I’d also never found a man who stuck around long enough to have it.
“It might take a while. I’ll be in my room when you’re done.” He kissed my cheek, and I moved into him. The smile I received at the action was worth it, and then he left again and I was on my own, staring down at the douche like it held both a near future dream and a nightmare. I’d watched the videos of course, learned how I needed to douche to not have any… issues when the time came, but I never expected it to be so soon.
