Before he left, Lukas closed the distance between us and kissed me again. “I had a wonderful time tonight.”
“Me too,” I said, hating to see him go, then hating that I hated it. It made me feel weird and needy. Clingy. Like one of those people who became obsessed with someone who showed them the smallest scrap of affection.
He kissed me one more time, which made me hope that maybe he was as obsessed as I was. “Until tomorrow,” he said, stepping out the front door.
“Tomorrow,” I echoed. I stayed at my door, watching him leave and only when he was out of sight did I go back inside. I closed my door and leaned against it, pressing my forehead against the cool wood. I put my palms against it and took a few deep breaths until the urge to jerk myself blind passed.
Tomorrow couldn’t come soon enough.
TWENTY-TWO
LUKAS
Jax entered the shot,his basketball shorts slung low on his hips. Blue lounged on the couch, pretending to read a book and, any minute now, Ash was supposed to come barreling into the room from the other direction.
Sometimes I didn’t bother with a storyline, but for Ash’s first video, I wanted to go that little bit of an extra mile for him. Especially with newer performers, having a role to play helped ease them into the scene.
Jax and Blue were naturals at this. They wouldn’t win an Oscar or anything for their acting, but they were good enough to carry a scene without needing a script to read from. On cue, Ash flew into the room, straight into Jax.
“Sorry,” Ash said, trying to duck around Jax, but his arms had already encircled Ash.
“Hey, what’s the rush?” Jax said to him, keeping him close.
The scene was supposed to be between a younger virgin, his older step-brother, and his best friend. Jax was playing the partof the step-brother. The three of them together were natural. Jax and Blue, being more experienced, were able to lead Ash through the intro of the scene and into the action.
Wanting to make things right with Ash, I’d let him have more of a voice in his first role. I trusted the three of them to work out what they wanted to do together. This time, I was just here to orchestrate the lighting and the filming of their scene.
They started off with Ash on Blue’s lap. Blue had stripped Ash’s shirt off, and Jax worked his pants down far enough to free his cock. Ash trembled like an actual virgin as Jax leaned in, running his tongue up the shaft of Ash’s cock.
Not to be left out, Blue toyed with Ash’s nipples, smiling when he squirmed. Ash let out a moan when Jax pinned him in place and flashed him a stern look.
“Stop wiggling,” Jax said, then took Ash down to the root.
Ash’s body jerked like he’d been struck by lightning. Jax’s eyes widened, and when he came up for air, he wiped the corner of his mouth.
“I hope you don’t think we’re done with you just because you came.”
Ash’s face was crimson, and he looked unsteady, like he might actually be upset. Jax dragged him out of Blue’s arms and held him close. Slanting their mouths together, he had Ash melting in his arms.
I didn’t think Ash was supposed to come already. His embarrassment was genuine, but Jax, being the pro that he was, smoothed away Ash’s nerves with a blistering kiss. Blue slid in behind Ash and ground his cock against Ash’s ass as he kissed his neck, his shoulders, gripping Ash’s hips with his hands to hold him still.
River, my favorite camera guy, moved around to get a better shot of Ash and Jax kissing. River was an intuitive person with a great eye. He used to perform a lot, but lately he’d been moreinterested in being on the other side of the camera. It suited me just fine as he was a hell of a cinematographer.
Ash turned in Jax’s arms, and Blue’s mouth came crashing down. Ash moaned and slid his arms around Blue’s neck. The three of them looked hot together. Ash was shorter than Jax and Blue. Slighter too. Blue had lean, toned arms and was narrow all the way down, which made his slightly bubbled butt stand out even more. His signature platinum hair had been retouched so it was vibrant and fresh. The light shimmered off it when Ash raked his fingers through it.
The scene progressed quickly from there. Jax was suddenly naked, rutting up against Ash’s ass. He worked on Ash’s pants, shoving them down further before helping Ash step out of them. Then his hand was on Ash’s dick, and he let out a moan.
Ash was a natural. Or maybe it was some kind of magic between the three of them. I’d anticipated having to cut more often, to let Ash take breaks and get used to the whole having sex in front of a camera thing, but he’d taken to it like a duck to water.
Like they’d done it a thousand times, Blue handed Jax the lube, and he drizzled a liberal amount down the crack of Ash’s ass.
“That’s cold,” Ash yelped, moving closer to Blue, holding him so tight it was like he was trying to climb inside him. Blue reached down and spread Ash’s cheeks wide apart for Jax.
“Get him nice and loose, Jax,” Blue said. “But go slow. We don’t want to wreck his tight, virgin ass.”
Through the lens, I watched Jax’s fingers prod at Ash’s hole. It was admittedly a bit strange to watch this go on, but I pushed through the odd, unsettling feeling. It really was like watching my little brother have sex, which made me cringe on the inside.
Jax and Blue were so gentle with him. They treated Ash like a prince, lavishing him with praise as they worked him open. Theoriginal plan had been to move this scene to the bedroom after they got going, but their natural rhythm wasn’t something I was willing to disrupt for something like a location change.
