Jax lay on the couch, and Blue convinced Ash to climb on top of him. It had been pre-arranged for everyone in the scene to go bare so there were no condoms to fiddle with. Blue did, however, squeeze lube down Jax’s cock and then stroked him a few times, making sure to spread it around.
Jax cupped Ash’s cheek and pulled him down into a kiss while Blue directed Jax’s cock, positioning it at Ash’s entrance.
“Take your time, baby,” Jax whispered to him. “Go as slow as you need.”
Ash bore down and stopped with a sharp cry. His eyebrows pinched together for a second before smoothing out again.
“Slow, baby. Go slow. I’m not going anywhere,” Jax soothed. I circled around the trio, getting to a better position for some different shots. Normally, my dick would be hard as steel, trying to escape my pants. Confused about why it wasn’t in on the action, this time it only got as far as halfway hard before it deflated again and again. It made me immensely glad that not only had I stopped performing, but that I had always refused Ash’s request to film with him. Though sometimes guys couldn’t get it up or needed chemical assistance to make things happen, it would’ve been a crushing blow to Ash’s ego if I’d been unable to perform for him.
Once Ash managed to get all of Jax’s ample dick inside him, he quivered in Jax’s arms. His fingers dug into Jax’s chest, and he rocked back, making a sound that was part whimper, part moan, but all pleasure.
Then Blue was there, and not to be left out, he directed Ash’s mouth to the head of his cock and praised him the minute he got the hint and wrapped his lips around Blue’s cock.
From across the room, River met my gaze, and we both shared a smile before going back to our tasks of being as invisible as possible. Through all the years I’d been doing this, the kind of magic I was currently witnessing never got old. Occasionally, people just clicked in ways you couldn’t script even if you tried. And this was one of those occasions. I knew from experience the less I interfered, the better.
Watching the intimacy unfold between the three of them made me ache in a different way. It reminded me of Sawyer and the kiss we’d shared. The consuming, never-ending, life-changing kind of kiss. The kind of kiss that was hard to walk away from.
Jax, Blue, and Ash changed positions and partners. Kneeling on the couch, Ash clung to the back of it while Blue lined up behind him. Blue’s hand slid from Ash’s shoulder up to his neck, then forward to cradle his throat. Ash tipped his head back and moaned as Blue sank into him. River circled around to get a better shot of Ash’s cock, rigid and leaking even though he’d already come.
Jax slotted himself next to Blue and captured his mouth in a wild kiss, all tongue and breath and passion. My dick thickened watching it. Jax and Blue always did have good chemistry on screen, but adding Ash to the mix made them incendiary, and even the fact that I mostly thought of him as a brother didn’t stop my libido from going a little crazy watching the three of them together.
Ash came a second time, and River caught the money shot as he spurted all over the back of the couch. Ash fell forward, collapsing into a tired heap of noodle arms and lust-flushed skin. Gently, Blue pulled out and then hoisted Ash into his arms. River and I followed the trio as they moved to one of the bedroom sets. Blue laid Asher down on the bed and nestled himself between Ash’s legs.
They kissed as Blue sank back into him. Asher, still mostly boneless, wound his arms around Blue, who set a slow pace. I panned over to Jax standing nearby, coating his cock with lube before kneeling on the bed and sliding in behind Blue.
Jax pressed a hand to Blue’s lower back and used the other to get his cock in just the right position. Slowly, Jax slid into him. Blue had prepped before the scene and his passage was already slick with lube, but to the viewer, it would look like Jax took him without anything but the bit of lube he’d slicked his own cock with.
Blue’s moans were muffled by Ash’s mouth. In Blue’s hair, Ash’s fingers flexed and his legs came up with the intention to cage Blue in. But Jax caught Ash’s leg by the ankle and brought it up. I zoomed in on him kissing the instep of Ash’s foot, then the ankle itself. Ash made a keening sound, and Jax drove his hips forward with a sharp thrust, fucking himself deeper into Blue and pushing him deeper into Ash.
Part of me kind of felt like this was far too intimate to put on the internet for everyone to see, but that was why I was suddenly far more excited about it than I’d been going into this shoot. The three of them were magical together. They’d guided Ash through his first scene with such an expertise that it almost didn’t seem like a scene at all. It was as if I was a voyeur in their bedroom watching their most private moments and not in my studio making another adult film.
When they were done, they collapsed into a pile of sticky, sweaty limbs. Blue had pulled out and finished on Ash’s cock, then sucked his cum off while Jax jerked himself to completion all over Ash’s face. Blue had cleaned that off too before gathering Ash into his arms and letting out a satisfied sigh.
Jax sat at the head of the bed, putting Ash’s head in his lap. Ash rolled over and snuggled into him, making room for Blue, who curled up behind Ash, molding their bodies together so theycould bask in the afterglow. I looked at River and motioned for him to cut the camera.
Things between Ash and me were still awkward and stilted. It was strange for me to know that he’d had some kind of crush on me, and it was worse when he’d brought it out into the open. I had to say something to him, though, to let him know he’d done a stellar job.
Turning my camera off, I set it aside and looked at the three of them. They looked so content together, so relaxed. A knot of jealousy formed in my gut, not for them specifically, but for what they were currently sharing.
“I’ll let the three of you unwind at your own pace, but I wanted to let you know that it was a great shoot.” I looked at Ash specifically for my next statement. “We got it all in one shot, which doesn’t happen nearly as often as I’d like. All of you did amazing, and the minute I get the footage together, I’ll bring you all back for a viewing.”
Turning, I grabbed my camera, then looked back at the three of them. Blue was whispering something in Ash’s ear that made him smile. “Take your time cleaning yourselves up and make sure you lock up when you leave.”
“Heading out?” River asked, reaching for my camera. “I can get the footage uploaded to the system if you want.”
“Yeah, I have somewhere I need to be. Uploading the footage would be a big help.”
“Leave it to me. Hell, I can edit this one if you want.” River lowered his voice as he followed me out of the room. I’d wondered if word about Ash’s crush on me and the fallout from that had spread around the studio, but I knew Jax wouldn’t have said anything.
“It was only a little weird to film him. He’s like a kid brother to me, but I’d like to see what you’d do with the footage, so be my guest.”
“Can I hang back and use your office?”
“Sure, just make sure you let Lara out before you go. I don’t know how long I’m going to be.”
River stopped and looked at me, his mouth dropping open before he snapped it shut.
“Holy shit, you’re going to see a guy, aren’t you?”
