Ryder
Shit’s heating up around here, and not for the right reasons.
Viktor Orlov is going to fucking die for taking a shot at Les. If I have to admit it to myself, it thawed every bit of ice around my heart when it came to Leo. I promised myself I would tolerate him for Les, but that was it. I wouldn’t accept him like I did the others, but the moment I saw all that blood pouring from his wound, I knew that was bullshit. Was he automatically my best friend now? No. It just means there’s a place for him when that time comes, and I’ll take that step in trying to get to know him.
I know I was the hardest to come to terms with sharing her, but if anyone is worth trying for, it’s Les. I will do anything in this world to keep that smile on her face. I know she’s dealing with a lot, so we all need to band together and make at least one thing easier for her.
Telling Les, I love her last night was not part of the plan when I asked her to dance with me. There was just something floating in her eyes when I stared into them that I knew deep in my soul that I needed to tell her. Hearing those three words back is what I’ve dreamed about for years, but nothing compares to the reality of it. Les is mine now and forever; no one will take that from me.
I went to check on her last night after she had been gone a while,knowing she was on her swing thinking. What I saw was a shock, but not because I found her and Dex together.
She was riding him, her head thrown back in ecstasy, and he was touching her. Running his hands all over her like he couldn’t get enough, that was the shock. Knowing Dex moved past his issues is another reason I’m determined to make this work. I heard them come in later, so I gave them space to reconnect. They didn’t even realize I was there; they were so wrapped up in each other that I snuck back into the house.
And Dad said I couldn’t share.
There’s only one more thing I need to figure out after Gage brought it up…Holden. Last night after everyone else left the living room, Gage asked me what was going on with Holden and me. Ever since he mentioned it, it opened my eyes to what I already know. I feel more for Holden than friendship, and it took Gage’s big ass mouth to make me realize that. Holden has a friendship with us; we’re all equally protective of him, but he’s always been closer to Les and me. We haven’t had any close encounters since the gym, and I know he avoids it as much as I do. Neither of us wants to take that next step that can spell trouble if something goes wrong.
He developed a crush quickly on Les, not that I blame him. She pulled him out of that disgusting room and took care of him in any way he needed. The night we got him out, we couldn’t believe what we found in that room, especially since we were on our way to kill the person hacking her.
I need to talk to Holden and get some things out in the open. I know Gage and Leo are still asleep because I just checked on Leo, and he’s tucked safely against Gage. That whole thing still blows my mind but not the least bit surprising. I saw how Gage looked at Leo the first night we tied him up in the basement.
I heard Dex go into the gym about ten minutes ago, which means he probably left Les sleeping peacefully because there is no way, after what I witnessed, he would have let her out of sight last night.
I glance at the time on my phone; it’s just after eight in the morning, so Holden’s probably awake. My mind made up; I make my way to the corner office where he spendsmost of his time.
I walk in without knocking like I always do, and that’s when I realize Les isn’t sleeping peacefully upstairs.
She’s currently straddling his lap on the little couch in the back with no shirt or bra on, hands buried in his curly hair while he ravishes her mouth.
I shut the door behind me, and they jerk apart. She looks over her shoulder with a smile, Holden peeking around her arm.
“Fancy meeting you here,Il mio sole.”
“We were going over some files and got um…distracted.”
“Distracted? That’s what we call it now?” I ask, walking further into the room.
“It’s a damn good distraction,” Holden says, leaning forward. Her back arches, and I know that little shit just pulled her nipple into his mouth.
“Damn good,” she agrees, letting her head fall back on her shoulders. “Are you joining?”
I walk over and brace my hands on the couch on either side of Holden’s head, pressing my chest against her back. “What does Holden think about that?” I sweep her hair to the side, kissing a line up her neck but also watching his face.
His breathing speeds up, and he lets her nipple go with a wet pop. “Stay,” he says, and it sounds like he’s pushing the word out.
“You want us at the same time,Il mio sole?” I ask, laying more kisses on her neck.
“Yes,” she moans, grinding her hips on Holden. “Lube. My room, in the bedside table.”
This will be my first time inside of a girl with another guy. Dex and I shared her, but we were never in her at the same time.
I lay one more kiss on her neck before going to her room as quickly as possible. I jerk open the table drawer and rummage around until I find what I’m looking for before jogging back down the stairs. I open the office door, shutting it quickly behind me.
They made quick work of their clothes while I was gone, laying on the couch in sixty-nine. I almost choke on my fucking tongue when I see Holden’s cock. Her hand can’t wrap around the base, and her mouth only goes a little more than halfway. He has a tight gripon her thighs, eating her pussy like it’s his last meal. Her mouth pops off his cock. “Fuck, Holden,” she moans, still twisting her hand around him.
He doubles down on eating her out until she’s riding his face, making his knuckles turn white from his grip on her. I would say he’s a happy fucking man right now.
“Oh God,” she breathes, pushing herself up on both hands on his abs. Her back arches. “Holden!” she screams, and I wince at the scream echoing off the walls. There’s no way in hell they can’t figure out what we’re doing in here.
