She tastes so fucking good, I want to stay here with my face buried between her thighs for the rest of the night, but I need to be inside her, my body sliding against hers. I just need tofeelher.
I start working my fingers faster, sucking her clit harder until she’s rubbing her pussy against my face, hips twisting. “Oh fuck, Dex,” she moans, and I can feel her tighten on my fingers, pulling my face closer by her hold on my hair. When she finally lets go, I can feel her orgasm running down my fingers. Her back arches off the swing and her thighs try to close around my head. I lick her slowly to bring her down from her climax. When her body settles again, I kiss back up her body until I reach those pouty lips. She wraps her arms around my neck, pulling me closer. We get my boxers down between the two of us; I kick them off, not giving a fuck where they go.
I reach between us, and line my cock up with her wet pussy before slowly sliding in, letting her feel every inch of my fat cock stretching her.
“Fuck, Dex. You feel good,” she groans when I’m all the way inside of her.
I pull back out slowly, sliding slowly back in. My chest is rubbing her tits every pass, the sweat coating our bodies, making it easy.
“I don’t want this to end,” I groan.
“Me either.” She places her hands on my face, turning it so she can kiss me.
I move in and out, grinding my hips every time I sink in to put friction on her clit. I never speed up, and she never rushes me, just as content as me to make this last as long as possible.
I can’t look away from her eyes, marveling at how beautiful this woman is, and she wantsme.I pushed her away all those years ago because I thought she deserved someone better than me to have on her arm. Now I realize how much time I lost when I could have been with her and could have been able to move on from that horrible night a long time ago.
Her eyes are wide open, letting me peek at everything that’shappening inside her mind, and right now, that’s solely focused on me. Both of our breathing is harsh because of all the emotion surrounding this moment together.
We move in that sensual dance for what feels like forever and not long enough at the same time. I’m not ready to lose the contact of her skin against mine. My mind is blissfully empty of anything except her soft sighs, her chest sliding against mine, her hands rubbing up and down my back, and my cock sliding in and out of her.
“Alessa,” I sigh her name and watch her pupils expand, her lips parting on a moan.
“Dex,” she whispers, then her head tips back when I feel her tighten on my cock. I kiss a line down her exposed neck, sucking gently on her pulse point that’s jumping in her neck. “Dex,” she moans again, and I can feel her orgasm wash over her.
I don’t need to make her scream to know I remember what I’m doing. This isn’t about that. This is our bodies coming together again after a long time apart. I can finally hug her, touch her, kiss her, and cuddle her whenever I want. I don’t have to worry about finding her upset and having to find one of the other guys to comfort her. She has me now too. Nothing will stand in the way of her and me ever again.
I make her come two more times before I even think about chasing my own release because I can’t get enough of watching the emotion flit across her face. When I feel her third building, I place my arm under her head, anchor my hand on her shoulder, and hook my other hand on her hip. Her legs are wrapped around my waist, and her ankles are crossed at the base of my spine. I scoot up her body, changing the angle and pushing more pressure on her clit.
“Oh God,” she breathes, running her hands down my sweaty back, rolling her hips with my thrusts. I know she’s getting close when her pussy clamps down on my cock, and I know I can’t fight off my release this time.
“Come on my cock again, Baby girl,” I whisper, starting to move faster.
Her back arches, head thrown back, mouth parted in ecstasy. With the moonlight illuminating her body, she looks like the angelLeo called her last night, with her black hair fanned out behind her. “Dex,” she moans long, loud, her pussy milking my cock.
I lock my eyes with hers as I’m about to come, letting her see everything like she trusted me each time she came for me. I want to be vulnerable with her just like she is with me. With a groan, I finally come deep inside her, never looking away. I gently kiss her lips, my heart swelling ten sizes.
“I love you, Baby girl,” I whisper.
Everything fucking stops. Her hands quit running up and down my back, her blue eyes snap wide, shock written all over her face. I didn’t mean to let that slip out, but this moment with her cemented how I already know I feel, bringing it to the surface like a rush of endorphins. I refuse to take it back.
I love this girl with every part of my dark, damaged soul; I would do anything for her, be anything for her.
I pull my arm from behind her head and turn us so that we’re lying on our sides facing each other, still buried inside her. I run my fingers down her cheek, refusing to move my body an inch from hers. “I love you.” I run my thumb across her bottom lip. “You don’t have to say anything until you’re ready. But I need you to know that I love you. That I’minlove with you. I have been since the first moment I laid eyes on you.” I smile at that because I know it’s true. I see tears in her eyes; I reach up and catch one with my thumb before it can fall. “This moment was meant for you. The moment I finally let the walls down in my mind that kept me trapped.”
When I found out about my aversion to touch the hard way six years ago, I made a promise to myself. When she was ready, I would claim this woman and give her all my firsts again. I made that promise come true tonight.
She crushes her lips to mine desperately, and I kiss her back just as desperately. She pulls back. “I love you too, Dexton. I have for a long time.” She runs her hand over my face, across my scars, with a smile. “I was just waiting for you to come back to me.”
I kiss her again, slower this time. The feeling I have at this moment, I can’t even explain; all I know is I’m never letting this girl go. She ismine. I can’t think of a better way to spend the rest of mylife than cherishing this girl with guys I consider my brothers, even Leo.
A family can be found in many different capacities. Growing up, I didn’t have a family; I found mine with Les, Ryder, and Gage. Holden is like a little brother I want to protect in every capacity. Watching him blossom with Les makes my heart swell even more.
I feel myself harden again, so I start moving my hips, sliding my cock back and forth inside her. She nudges my shoulder until I roll us, so she’s on top. She breaks the kiss before sitting up, bracing her hands on my chest, doing something sinful with her hips that makes my spine tingle. Her head is thrown back, the tips of her long hair tickling my thighs. The moon backlights her making her hair shine, illuminating every square inch of her perfect body. I move my hands to her hips, helping her take her pleasure.
I don’t know what will happen tomorrow, but I know I’m finally free at this moment.
Chapter 41
