"Oh, now that feels fucking good," I groaned as my hips pressed up against both of them.
Cody reached back, one hand finding my hip. I caught her around the waist, and Tanner guided her back up. Then, without a word needing to be said, we all began to move. It started carefully as we each felt out the other. The second time I pumped into him, Tanner let go of her with one hand to fist the covers. The sound that came from his throat was so fucking sweet.
Then Cody moaned. Yeah, I couldn't do anything too wild. My ribs were too fucked for that, but I could definitely tease my girl higher. With one arm around her waist for balance, my other hand found her breast and tormented that hard nipple as I rocked into Tanner.
"C'mon, pretty boy," I begged. "Help me out here."
"Shit," Tanner breathed, hooking a leg behind my ass. Then his eyes snapped open, falling on Cody. "Oh, that's good."
Which made her moan. I loved the way they played off each other. I couldn't get enough of how these two had become so perfectly matched for me. I needed them to like this so bad. I wanted to show them I could be the thing they needed, because somewhere along the way, they had both become my whole world.
Cody was holding the arm I had around her waist, using that to lift herself each time she bounced on his dick. Tanner let go of the covers so he could play with her clit, and I could see it all. I could feel as he clenched when I rocked to match her pace. Slow.This wasn't some hedonistic shit. No, this was love. This was enjoying each and every sensation. This was the sort of moment I would never, ever forget.
And the moan that fell from my lips was the most honest sound I'd ever made. I couldn't even think of words. All I knew was the way these two made me feel. From the silky slide of Cody's back against my chest to the heat of Tanner's ass wrapped around my dick. I wanted more. I wanted to be closer, so I kissed Cody's neck again, making my way down to her shoulder as I thrust a little deeper.
"Fuck!" Tanner gasped, gripping me with his knees. "Jesus, don't either of you stop!"
So I lifted her a bit, showing her the pace I needed. Cody moved with me as easily as she did a bull. She was riding Tanner in the sweetest way, bending him right to her will, and dragging me along with them. I had a feeling she didn't realize she was the one calling the shots right now, but I loved it. I loved the way she'd stumbled so easily into my life, turning it all upside down, and making everything feel like it just might be ok.
"C'mon, babe," I begged. "Oh, fuck, you two feel so good."
Cody used her hand to pull, dragging me even deeper into Tanner. I wasn't real sure what that was doing for her, but she gasped in pleasure, and I knew I couldn't take much more of this. Damn, she was driving me wild, and a glance at Tanner's face showed his jaw was clenched hard. Yeah, he didn't wanna break first. No, our girl got that. We were gonna make her feel the way she deserved. Together, we needed to give her every single thing we had.
I felt when her legs trembled. I heard Tanner gasp as he tried to hold on just a bit longer, but when Cody tossed her head back, Tanner lost control. His ass clenched down on me so hard, I didn't stand a chance. Her fingers dug into my skin, clingingto me like she was looking for a lifeline, and for a moment, the whole world just stopped.
Euphoria. That was all I could feel even as I tried to keep going, but it didn't matter. Tanner groaned, all deep and harsh. Cody was panting. I just gasped, struggling not to cry out like I wanted as I got lost in my release. Together, we came, my dick buried deep inside my lover as my lips pressed against the other's shoulder - and it was perfect.
Our bodies rocked slightly as we breathed. My fingers were gripping Cody's side hard, as if she could help me keep my balance. For a moment, all I could do was hold them as I tried to make my thoughts actually work again.
I felt like I should say something, but I just couldn't figure out the words. A million thoughts ran through my mind, from wanting to check on them to a desire to proclaim my love all over again. Instead, I simply eased myself from Tanner's body, then stumbled over a step so I could drop down on the bed beside him.
"Wow," Cody breathed as she moved to claim the spot between us. "I think you two are ruining me for anyone else." Then a hint of a giggle slipped out. "Guess this means I should keep you both, huh?"
"Mhm!" Tanner agreed, flopping his hand over to find mine. "And yeah, I'll do that again, J.D."
"Naw," I said. "Next time, I wanna be in the middle. And if Cody ever decides she wants to try double penetration, then she can. Otherwise, we might have to all take turns."
Instead of answering, Cody just yawned. Tanner chuckled, but pushed his body higher on the mattress so he could snag the corner of the covers. Pulling those back, he somehow managed to roll off the bed on the other side.
"You need a washcloth, J.D.? Or you gonna grab a shower?"
"Washcloth," I decided. "I'll shower in the morning, because there ain't no way my knees are gonna work for a bit." But I grabbed Cody and pulled her closer. "Just tell me that was ok?"
"That," she said, "was amazing. Exactly the sort of thing to make my little declaration feel like it was ok."
"That you love us?" I asked, hearing water turn on in the bathroom.
She nodded, twisting around so she lay facing me. "Yeah."
"Girl, I don't know how to tell you this, but it wasn't a real good secret. Not that you love me, or that I love him, or that he loves you - or the other ways around. I think we've all been doing a real good job of making it pretty damned clear."
"And..." Those sweet baby blues of hers searched my face. "That's ok?"
"Yeah," I breathed. "Yeah, Cody. All of this? It makeseverythingok."
Because I'd always thought I'd have nothing left after the PBR. Now, I was starting to daydream about the future. For the first time, I had something I wanted a whole lot more than earning more money, winning more buckles, and showing the world it couldn't break me.
And right on the heels of that, I realized it could. The truth was that if anything happened to Tanner or Cody, it would shatter me. Evidently, somewhere between Tulsa and Tennessee, I'd changed. Maybe Cody had tamed me. It was possible Tanner had changed me in more ways than he knew. But all of that went together to mean just one thing.
