I'd had no idea that the ass hanging out of that fancy little car would rock my world, but it was. Each time it crashed into my hips, driving me deep into her pussy, I knew she could break me, and I didn't fucking care. If she wanted me to be with men, then how could it be wrong? If she loved them, how could I keep her from them?
I could feel her pussy getting tighter, her body tensing, but I wasn't done with her yet. I wanted to make this woman scream. My thrusts got harder. Her breaths came faster. Those long nails bit at the back of my neck, begging me to keep going, but I was so fucking close. I couldn't stop, though. I wanted to feel her clench me as she came. I wanted to be the man who could do that. At least one of them.
"Where would Ash be?" I panted.
"Behind you," she breathed. "God, yes. Cy in my pussy, you in my ass, and Ashton playing with yours."
"Fucking me," I whispered. "Driving me forward."
"His hand around your throat, taking control." Her legs trembled. "Oh." Then again. "I want to feel it when you come that hard."
Then she broke. Her back arched, her pussy squeezed, and she groaned so loud I could feel it on my dick. She came, shuddering with the force of it, and I was right there with her. All I could do was hug her close, burying myself to the balls inside her, and take it. Fuck, that was hot. Both the idea and the woman who'd talked me into the best orgasm of my life. I felt like my balls had just emptied themselves, and I just didn't want to let her go.
"Shit," I breathed, slowly sliding out of her.
She let out a tired giggle and flopped onto the bed. "I think my cowboy's a dirty boy."
"Just for you," I promised as I claimed the spot beside her.
That was when it hit me. It hadn't just been the idea. Not even the woman fucking me as hard as I was fucking her. No, it had felt so good because that had been skin to skin. I hadn't even fucking thought. I'd been so lost in the moment, and I'd just fucked her without thinking.
I sat back up. "Shit," I breathed. "I forgot the condom."
She pulled me back down. "Still have an IUD. Still have it checked every year, along with a complete workup for STIs. It's fine, Luke."
"And when it's not?" I asked. "Vi, those things aren't a hundred percent. None of it is."
"Hey." She tugged me so I'd roll over and look at her. "What was she on?"
"I dunno. The pill, I think."
"Doesn't work as good," she promised. "Also has a problem with teenage girls forgetting to take it. Not even knowing they forgot, so I'm not blaming her. Puke it up, shit it out, and it doesn't work. It's the easiest birth control to get, but it's also the worst."
"And what if you are pregnant?" I asked again. "What if that happens?"
She looked away. "I dunno."
Something about that made me stop. This wasn't just my fear. It sounded like it was also hers. "Violet?"
"Before, I would've said an abortion," she admitted. "Now? I dunno, Luke. I'm going to run Southwind. I'm not going to be a model forever, and Cy says there are ways to deal with the stretch marks. I'm not trying to trap you, so don't think that. I'm just saying that I don't know anymore and I'd have to think about it."
Oddly, that made me feel a little better. "Sounds like we've both had to do a little reevaluation, huh?"
"Life has a way of doing that," she agreed.
"Yeah." I pulled her closer, turning so she could use my shoulder for her pillow. "I think I like men. I don't know why, but that's easier to say than bisexual." Then I kissed her head. "And an abortion would be hard for me, but I'm kinda getting used to learning new things."
"And if I didn't?" she asked.
"If you had my kid?"
"Yeah."
I had to tuck her head under my chin so she couldn't see me smile. "I'm a good dad, Violet. I actually like being a dad. I know how to change a diaper, fix a bottle, and I've got no problem being up all night. I mean, I'd kinda like to try it when we're not passing the kid off in the middle. I'd like to be able to tell you to go back to sleep, that I had it."
She nodded, then swallowed hard enough that I could hear it. "What if it wasn't yours?"
"You mean you're thinking about what I said? With them?"
