“I most definitely wouldn’t say no…” and under his breath he muttered, “to you naked, riding my dick while you fuck Monty like you want to.”
Rue, who had stood at Kendrick’s initial response, froze like a statue, clearly having better hearing than Kendrick expected.
Yeah, like you didn’t want him to know what was going on in your head.
Of fucking course he had!
It would have been comical if Rue’s head, when it swung in Kendrick’s direction, hadn’t pinned him in place with naked desire better than a knife-throwing act.
Kendrick groaned under his breath and struggled to use his lungs for their intended purpose with how snug his jeans became, imprisoning his hard shaft.
Seconds passed and the bar noise became more of a distant hum as Kendrick followed his instincts, moving to the end of the bar to show where Rue needed to enter. When he brushed past, his body taught with unmistakable tension, Kendrick whispered in his ear.
“Nice to meetcha, Rue. I’m Kendrick. Interested? ‘Cause if you are, I’ll see if I can make that fantasy a reality for both of us.”
Chapter Five
Rue
Rue really couldn’t have said if Kendrick had said anything else of note after whispering in his ear. It could have been double Dutch, Chinese, and Russian combined in an impressive show of languages. He was totally clueless, his usual attention to detail simply vanishing.
Only one thought remained lodged right at the forefront of his mind, like a landmine. One wrong step and his world would disappear in an explosion.
You naked, riding my dick while you fuck Monty like you want to.
Had Kendrick really said that to him? Implied he could play out his kinky fuckery desires beyond his head?
Yes, he did!
There was no escaping his rhino. Ever since they’d arrived in Bayfield, the damn thing wouldn’t stop going on about what it wanted.
Monty alone wasn’t enough for Rue, though he hated to admit that even to himself. Their one encounter had absolutely proven that they had sexual chemistry, but something was off with the dynamic, and Rue had run. It was cowardice. He knew it, but he had no wish to hurt Monty, and continuing would have led Monty to believe they could have more.
You left him without explaining. Don’t you think that hurt him?
He groaned internally, unable to deny he had when he couldn’t explain himself.
It wasn’t like you were the one who had to do the talking, so stop being so fucking righteous.
Sharing the small cabin left little room to avoid the small otter with puppy-dog eyes begging for answers. He’d made sure to maintain a distance between them, wishing he could undo what had happened.
Lying won’t fix it.
Fuck you.
No, let the bear and our little Monty fuck you. That’s what you want.
His teeth ground together, knowing he couldn’t deny it as much as he wanted to. For most of his adult life, Rue kept his needs hidden after one encounter seven years earlier had given him a reality check about his sexual desires. He’d found himself drunk with two of his alpha army buddies, and things had gotten more than a little out of hand with a game of truth or dare. It irrevocably changed how he saw himself sexually, and nothing worked to suppress his desires once he’d let the lid off the fucking pot and all the steam escaped. He’d tried to put it back on, but nothing worked to make his head switch off when he was alone with one man. Wrong. Wrong. Wrong, is how it felt.
His rhino chuckled, pushing forward images of him sandwiched between two big alphas.You weren’t that drunk,so stop kidding yourself! And there is nothing wrong with wanting more than one man in your bed.
A shudder ran through his body. Patience. He just needed to have a little patience. It was hard when his head was a fucking mess. Why else had he opened his big mouth to offer to help when it meant getting closer to the bear?
Except, what had he revealed to Kendrick to make him offer?
Okay, he could admit he’d been staring at Monty and let slip his name when Kendrick had asked what his poison was. It was true, Monty was it. He was slowly killing him when the attraction between them—though very real—was just not enough to satisfy Rue. And no fucking way was he going to explain what he liked to the omega,no.
Even if it gets you what you want?his animal said slyly.