I wouldn't accept it before but I've ruined our only chance at a relationship.
I knew it wasn't fair to do this to him but once I got a taste I couldn't stop. I knew this couldn't go on forever but this time it wasn't my decision to stop. It was his.
He's never going to forgive me.
I shut my bedroom door and slide down it.
Dazed, I stare at the framed photo on my bedside table of me and Alec. A photo I could never justify to the guys if they saw it. I doubt he even knows that I took it but he looked so happy, sopeaceful,I couldn't help myself.
He's never going to forgive me.
Our friendship will never be what it was before. Alec was right. We've never just been friends. We've always been more.
And I just sent it all crashing down.
. . .
Rory ~
This morning has been…interesting to say the least.
Luc woke up confused as to how he got in my room, so Mase and I had to explain his nightmare to him.
When we got up, Jace and Mav were cooking breakfast.
I knocked on both Alec's and Dom's doors and neither of them answered.
Even when Alec's busy, he's always answers when I knock.
While we're cooking, Jace finds a note on the fridge from Alec saying he’s gone for a run. According to Mase, that’s normal but he doesn’t go by himself. Not here.
With all the threats, let's just say Luc was not happy Alec didn't take someone with him.
After last night, hearing Alec and Dom talking, I'm going to assume it didn't end well. And I think it's my fault.
I've been assuming they're in some kind of unlabeled relationship since I met them but I definitely rocked an already unstable boat when Dom kissed me.
I really do hope they work it out. They would be awesome together.
It's the weekend so no school, which means I've been playing video games with the guys, excluding Alec and Dominic, for a few hours now. It is remarkably entertaining.
Soft lips on my neck start to distract me from my car that's just pulled ahead of Maverick's.
"Mav," I murmur, warningly. Maverick grins against my skin as he continues placing gentle kisses on the curve of my neck. Goosebumps rise making me shiver.
I try to focus but a second pair of lips trails up my neck to my ear, nibbling on my ear lobe. I groan quietly, very, very distracted by the twins.
They continue until I've fallen well behind, allowing Maverick to win.
"That's cheating!" I whine to Maverick whose arms are curled around me, his controller in front of me.
"I don't think there's a rule against distracting someone to win." I feel Maverick grinning from behind me.
Luc and Jace's shoulders are shaking with silent laughter in front of me on the floor and I decide a little payback's in order.
The next game starts and once we're on the third lap, I start shifting in Maverick's lap.
"Baby," he growls, dropping one hand to my waist to still me. He's forced to let me go to return to playing. I shift before leaning back and he stifles a moan.
