Chapter 33
Dawn
Aweek later,after reading through a great number of Elijah’s books, we had come to a conclusion of my soft and hard limits, along with a few things I was willing to try. I didn’t mind vibrators and some bondage. I was curious about anal play and penetration but wasn’t sure if I would like it. But I wanted to give Elijah something that hadn’t been taken from mebefore.
Most of the things on the contract seemed easy to do and easy to understand. Fisting was off the list for sure, since it sounded painful, along with figging, flogging, gunplay, and hogties, to name just afew.
I was looking forward to the bondage, as long as music was playing softly in the background. I thought I would be just fine. Elijah would be my Master in the playroom, but only after we got used to the idea of us being together in thatenvironment.
We’d also not take it into the playroom until after I was able to handle it in the bedroom, which was my idea. No matter how much I wanted to just jump in and play, I knew we had to take baby steps to get to thatpoint.
The night that Kaleb and Kelly helped me to understand what was expected, and what kinds of toys there were, Elijah let me pick out a toy to try other than the vibrator. He wanted to take my mind off what I was trying desperately toabsorb.
I knew this lifestyle was not for couples who wanted a reason to beat the people they loved. BDSM was a lifestyle, inside and out of the bedroom. It was to bring pleasure to one another and make the sex more fun between the two. So many people, mostly the new ones to the scene, didn’t know the concept, thinking it was perfectly normal for any man to beat the crap out of their partner. It wasn’t okay. It took a lot of communication and research on both parties to know what toexpect.
Elijah, with a calm demeanor, led me to a drawer full of different vibrators. They were all about the same size, but a few were longer thanothers.
“Pick one out you’d like to play with today,” he’d said, moving behind me to kiss my neckgently.
Looking at them, I had no idea which one to pick. Some had the clit massager, a few had an anal massager, some were ribbed, and some wereplain.
“I don’t know,” I said, looking but nottouching.
“Well, there are the normal everyday ones, like the one I used on you at the pool, or the ones that rub your clit, while hitting that spot inside you, or the ones that massage your butt, but don’t insert into you. I have the ones that hit all three spots, but I’m sure you aren’t up to that yet. It can be very pleasurable once you get used to the feeling. The first time can be overwhelming for anyone,” he drawled in a huskyvoice.
I took a deep breath, then picked one from the middle. It was a light blue vibrator that seemed to have a few girths to it. It wasn’t as smooth as the one that Elijah had used last time. It was a little longer, but not by much. I handed it to Elijah, who only smiled before leading me towards thebedroom.
“This is not a scene, but in most cases, while in scene, a sub must have permission to speak. I will not require that of you until you are more comfortable being in sub mode. You are free, always, to speak, to ask questions or make any noises you want to,” he said once we entered the bedroom. “There are three safe words: green, for good, yellow, for when I am pushing a limit, and red, when you want me to stop. I will ask you your color, and I expect you to answer accordingly to how youfeel.”
“Yes, Sir,” I answered, looking up at him. I took in everything he had tosay.
After tossing the toy on the bed and turning on some low music, he moved towards me where I stood frozen. He gently and lovingly moved his hand up to my cheeks, then brought his mouth down to meet mine. I stood on my tip toes, reaching his soft, warm lips. I couldn’t help but moan intohim.
Slowly, we began to play a song with our lips, moving in sync together, reaching everywhere we could. My hands ended up in his hair, pulling lightly as our kissintensified.
Breaking away to breathe, Elijah’s eyes were alight withlust.
“I’m not gonna be able to last, since it’s been a little bit. I want you to suck me off so I can hold out to make you orgasm when we fuck,” he said, unzipping hispants.
I kneeled and took him into my mouth once his cock was free. He was already hard and dripping with pre-cum.
I licked him, wetting him with my saliva before taking him all the way in with one smooth stroke. He moaned deeply when my nose was right against his pubicbone.
I began to suck on him slowly, hollowing out my cheeks as he slid down my throat. I licked the underside of him, knowing he likedit.
With one of my hands, I moved up towards his balls, massaging and rolling themgently.
It didn’t take him long to come, squirting down my throat. I swallowed all he gaveme.
I let him softly pop out of my mouth, smiling up at him, pleased with myself. I was getting better each time I sucked him off, and couldn’t wait to do itagain.
“Good God, Dawn,” he breathed out, looking down at me, satisfied. “I’m gonna have to make sure you feel as good as you just made me. Hop up on the bed and lie on yourback.”
Smiling, I stood up. Instead of moving to the bed, I decided to strip, slowly, in front of Elijah. I lifted the tank top over my head first, then moved to my pants. I stood there in only a bra, knowing I wouldn’t be needing underwear that night anyway. The last thing I took off was my bra, leaving me naked and bare in front of mylove.
“Wow,” Elijah said, looking at me up and down and not moving. "I think you enjoyed that a little toomuch."
“Do you like?” I asked, turning in a circle. I couldn’t help but give my butt a littlewiggle.
