That did it. With a little more force, he pushed inside until I was taking all of him.
"Fuck, yes." Never in my life had I felt so full as I did in that moment. "I know you don't want to hurt me, but I'm going to need you to move."
"I just need a minute so I don't finish like some horny teenager touching boobs for the first time."
The comparison made me chuckle just a little and damn did that hurt but also felt really good.
Settling in with his forearms next to my head, Nolen found a slow rhythm that worked for the both of us. It didn't take long for my orgasm to build to new heights. I never knew how good a slow and sensual lovemaking could be exactly what I needed in that moment.
"I'm so damn close." I moaned into his ear.
"I know. I can feel your pussy walls strangling my cock."
His words did me in, and I soared right over the edge. With his name on my lips, I whimpered out my release.
Nolen finished just seconds after me as his cock twitched inside me and dragged my orgasm out even longer.
By the time he slowly slipped out, I was deliciously exhausted and ready to curl up into his arms.
"Let me get rid of this condom and clean you up. Then we can snuggle."
I mewed at the thought.
My lids fluttered closed before he came back, and I was well on my way to being asleep when I felt the warm cloth between my legs.
"Sleep, baby. I've got you" was the last words I heard before sleep pulled me under.
CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
Nolen
I stroked Vanessa's arm gently as she lay sleeping in my arms. I was too wound up to actually fall asleep with her even though I should be tired. It was well after midnight, and I would have a big day ahead of me of researching. It didn't matter how many years I spent behind the computer, it usually wiped me out when I would spend hours and hours doing research.
Even knowing what I had coming didn't lull me to sleep because my mind wouldn't turn off about the woman in my arms.
How did I get so lucky?
Out of all the men she could've chosen, it was me she wanted, and that was fucking with my head.
She loved me.
And yet like a coward, I hadn't said it back even though I knew it to be true. I had fallen for her the first time I laid eyes on her, but I'd convinced myself it could never be. She was too young, too full of life. And I was a man stuck in my ways.
Vanessa didn't care. She wanted to be with me, despite all that, and like a selfish man, I was going to take everything she was willing to give.
My gaze flew to Vanessa when she whimpered in her sleep. I hoped like hell her ribs weren't suffering because of me. I had been as gentle as I could, despite wanting to rail her into the bed.
It was a good thing she loved me because there was no way one time with her could ever be enough.
Vanessa whimpered again, but this time it sounded like she was in agony.
"Vanessa." I slowly nudged her shoulder to hopefully wake her up. Instead she cried out for me.
"Vanessa, baby. Wake up."
I was getting worried. Obviously something was wrong, and I needed to fix it.
Slowly I watched as her eyes fluttered open. They weren't quite focused on me yet, but at least she was being pulled out of whatever nightmare had its hold on her.
