I nearly canceled the shoot a hundred times since the date with Noah a couple of days before. Hell, I nearly canceled it after the kiss on the dock. Even on my way up their front steps, camera bag over my shoulder, I nearly ran away.
I didn’t know what I was going to do. And the number of times I had to readjust my cock during the shoot, even through the more artsy, mild stuff at the beginning, told me how much my body wanted a repeat of a few years ago.
I more than wanted to. I wanted to the minute they scheduled. I wanted it even more now. I was used to having sex several times a week. On a good week, almost every day. Since that kiss? None. And that included a major make-out session in Noah’s apartment, where I went home with blue balls and a chafed dick from all the grinding inside my jeans.
It wasn’t like Noah and I had even talked about being exclusive, or talked about sex at all. And I had told him I wasn’t the same kid I was all those years ago.
Leif turned to look at me over his shoulder, hips still pumping. “Randall, if you don’t switch us up soon, I’m gonna cum.”
Shit. I probably hadn’t even taken a picture in over a minute. “Oh, stop, then. Pull out.”
He did, and moved just enough so I could see his long, thick cock exiting his husband’s hole. The candlelight glinted off Leif’s shaft.
“Hold that pose.” I snapped another couple of frames. And told myself not to cum in my pants. As if I could. Although that would be a relief. Then the decision would be made without me having to make one at all. “Okay. Great. You can move.”
Alix pushed himself up from his kneeling position and moved across the bed toward me. “You’ve probably taken a good three hundred already. I’m sure you’ve got more than enough good shots.” He reached out and put his hand on my chest, moving it slowly over my T-shirt to my stomach. “How about you put the camera away.”
Without any other words, Leif stretched out his hand and cupped my crotch, instantly stroking my cock through my jeans. “Feels like you’re ready. Let me get the poppers out of the drawer.” He let go of my dick and reached behind toward the bedside table.
I groaned when he broke contact and then again when Alix’s hand replaced his husband’s.
As I pushed against Alix’s hand, Noah’s words from the night on the jetty sliced through my brain.“It’s just that it’s you, you know? I’ve always known you were the one.”
Goddammit!
“Wait. Stop.” I took a step back, cursing myself as I did so. “I can’t… I can’t have sex with you guys tonight. I’m sorry.”
Fuck, I was an idiot.
Leif leaned back, poppers in hand. “What?”
“I’m sorry. I want to. I just can’t.”
Alix caught on, and he let out a soft, knowing chuckle. “You’ve met someone.”
I nodded.
Leif rolled his eyes. “Are you kidding? You two are actually going to do the monogamy thing?”
With a shaky breath, I took another step back. My cock throbbed. “I don’t know. We haven’t gotten there yet.”
“Well, then, what’s the big deal?” He reached down and gave himself a long, slow stroke. “Come on.”
God, I wanted to say yes. Why the fuck shouldn’t I?
“You really like him?”
I tore my gaze from Leif’s cock to Alix’s smiling face. “Yeah. I do.”
Alix’s grin widened.
“Well, shit.” Leif crashed back to the bed. “We were so looking forward to this. You’re the hottest little hungry bottom we’ve had.”
I had no idea what to say, though my mind was screamingyesin harmony with my dick. But still I didn’t move.
Alix lay back down by his husband and scooted low on his body. “How about you get some great money shots for us? We used those on you last time and didn’t have any photographic evidence later.” Without waiting, he took Leif’s still-glistening cock into his mouth.
I stepped closer to the bed and let the camera work as effectively as a chastity belt.
