She asks me and I look into her eyes. I see the panic in them but a hint of determination too.
“No, I don’t regret it at all Lillypad.”
I say walking up to her and placing my hand on her cheek.
“But maybe we moved too fast, I’m just worried you will regret this.”
I tell her not being able to bring myself to end it here, not right now.
“Kinda late for you to think this, don't ya think? I mean you did just take my virginity. So honestly I think we are moving at a great pace.”
She tells me with her smile that I have grown to adore. I take her hand and place a kiss on it, and I see her eyes ignite with a fire in them.
“Now Lillypad behave, unless you want me to take you right here in front of your friends.”
I smirk at her, and she sighs, and we walk over to where everyone is. We watch as the girls run back to the water Liam comes up next to me.
“Adonis, you're in too deep.”
He says to me, and I don’t take my eyes off of her. Not for a second than Noah says to me,
“Adonis, you are going to compromise the mission. Your feelings will get in the way again and then-.”
I snap my eyes over to him and grab his forearm making sure to put as much pressure on it as I can.
“I will do what needs to be done. She is nothing more than a means to an end. I will be able to kill her. Even if I have to strangle her with my own two hands, I will do it. The mission will always come first.”
I let his arm go as his face was filled with shock.
“Fix your faces the girls are coming.”
I tell them.
“Adonis, I know this isn’t what you want to hear but you are not your father. You can be-”
I cut Liam off.
“Be what? Weak? No, I can’t. Not even for her, I need to be able to do this. Or else I will never be free of my father.”
I tell them and they look at each other.
That's right. I won’t ever be free if I keep showing weakness. She is a weakness, and I need to do what I do best with a weakness. I need to snuff it out.
Lillian
“Lilly!
What on earth happened, you have moss in your hair!” Mary says to me as she pulls it out. But one look at Liz and she knew.
“You bitch! No way seriously?!”
She screams and I hush her.
“What? What? I am so lost.”
I hear Mary say and we both give her a look and that's when she sees the bite mark Adonis left on my neck.
“NO FUCKING WAY”
