“On whether I’m the only one you’re going to have sex with.”
Ryden swallowed hard and nodded, even though Jay couldn’t see him do it. There was nothing he wanted more. “I’d like that.”
“Then I want you, all of you, and only you.”
Ryden was stupidly happy, and he couldn’t stop smiling. “You got me, darlin’. I’m all yours.”
“No condoms.”
Jay’s words surprised the hell out of him.
“You sure?”
“Is there a reason we shouldn’t? We just had our quarterly tests. I’m negative. I’ve never…I’ve never done this with anyone. No condoms, I mean.”
“Same on all accounts, sweetheart,” Ryden replied. Even during his most challenging years, he’d been careful. He placed a kiss just under Jay’s ear, loving the way he shivered. “Don’t move.”
“I thought I was the bossy one,” Jay teased as Ryden went to his nightstand and grabbed the lube.
“Baby, you can boss me around anytime, anywhere.” Ryden flicked open the cap to the lube. “Move up the bed and lie down on your back.”
Jay looked at him over his shoulder, his brows drawn together in confusion.
“I want to see your beautiful face when I wreck that sweet little hole of yours.”
With a whimper, Jay quickly moved up the bed and lay on his back, his knees bent and his hand stroking his gorgeous cock, precome glistening from the tip. Damn, no one made Ryden as hard and desperate as Jay. He got on the bed, spreading Jay’s knees to position himself between them. Jay handed him a pillow and lifted his hips for Ryden to put it under his ass.
A part of him still couldn’t believe this was happening. He poured lube onto his fingers, rubbed them together to warm it up, before he pressed a finger against Jay’s hole. Jay moaned and threw his head back, eyes closed, as Ryden gently stretched him, using one finger at first, then two until Jay was writhing beneath him, ready to come apart.
“Please, Ry.”
“Please, what?” Ryden asked, his voice throaty and low from the intensity of his arousal.
“Please put your big dick inside me. Ineedto feel you inside me.” Jay’s brow was beaded with sweat, his cheeks flushed, his pink lips wet from running his tongue over them.
“Whatever you want,” Ryden promised, placing the tip of his cock against Jay’s hole and slowly pushing.
“Fuck,” Jay gasped. He grabbed fistfuls of the blanket and nodded. “More.”
Ryden sank himself in at a torturously slow pace, but he wasn’t about to hurt Jay. As soon as his groin was up against Jay’s ass, he started moving.
“Oooh, f-f-fuck yes.” Jay arched his back, and Ryden lifted Jay’s legs, putting them over his shoulders so he could lean over Jay and hold him in place. He drove himself into Jay’s ass deep and hard, the noises Jay made urging him on.
“You feel so fuckin’ good,” Ryden growled, his body on fire as the room filled with the sounds of their bodies coming together, their curses, moans, and groans. He slipped his fingers into Jay’s hair, grabbing fistfuls of it as he covered Jay’s lush mouth with his and kissed the ever-loving fuck out of him until they both gasped for air. Jay reached between them to get himself off as Ryden lost any rhythm he’d had, his orgasm building inside him.
“Ry!” Jay dug his nails into Ryden’s shoulders, the sting and feel of hot come between their stomachs sent Ryden’s orgasm roaring through him, and he buried his face in Jay’s neck as he slammed his hips against Jay’s ass, coming into that tight heat, claiming Jay as his own. Fuck, Jay was his now. His body trembled, and he lay on Jay for a heartbeat, their bodies locked together in a tangle of legs, sweat, and come. When he was in danger of falling asleep, he carefully pulled out of Jay. Jay was pouting.
“What’s wrong?”
“We’re both assholes,” Jay muttered. “We could have been doing this years ago.Years.”
Ryden chuckled. He moved Jay’s plastered hair away from his face. “The wait makes it all the sweeter.” Jay arched an eyebrow at him, as if he were full of shit, and Ryden laughed. “Okay, yeah. But we’re here now.” He brushed his lips over Jay’s. “And, baby, there’s nowhere else I’d rather be.”
Jay’s smile did what it always did: steal his breath. “Same.”
Ryden shook his head and popped a quick kiss on Jay’s lips. “Let’s go shower before I say somethin’ that has you runnin’ for the door.” He made to get up when Jay cupped his cheek. Ryden moved his gaze to meet Jay’s, and what he saw had him both hopeful and terrified.
“You mean something like, I think I’m falling in love with you?”
