Nolan lost his breath for a second. As soon as he recovered it, he followed Cam inside and eyed the king-sized bed. It was definitely big enough for two, but would it be big enough for three?
He wouldn’t mind Hope eventually joining them. If she’d be into that, of course. Because he wasn’t sure if this ended up long-term between him and Cam that he’d be okay with Cam being with Hope without him.
Again, Nolan didn’t want to alienate Hope. He liked her.Clearly, they had the same taste. He didn’t mind sharing but he didn’t want to feel like a third wheel.
However, they needed to get through tonight successfully first. Later, they might be able to figure out a way to include Hope.
Besides simply outright asking her.
“I hope you don’t mind, but that time we spent up in Heaven has made me want to get right down to business.”
“You said you like eating ass,” Nolan reminded him.
One of Cam’s eyebrows cocked. “I do and I’d be glad to oblige. Not sure how long I’ll last doing it, though. I’m so ready to be inside you.”
“I’m ready for that, too. If you want to skip it for now, we can.” Though, Nolan had been looking forward to it since Cam mentioned it. He’d had it done to him only once before and, once he got over being self-conscious, the experience had beenamazing.
Unfortunately, he never found anyone else who was into it. Until now. “Just like you said you could wait for relief earlier in your office. I can wait for this, too.”
“But you didn’t make me wait,” Cam reminded him.
“Since this is our first time together, Cam, I’m okay with waiting for that. Like you, I’m anxious for you to be inside me.”
“Okay, well…I’ll give you an I.O.U.” Cam grinned.
It should be illegal for the man to be so damn handsome. As well as hot and sexy. Not to mention, fuckable.
Had Nolan won the lottery? Because he felt like one lucky man right now.
When Cam sat on the bed to remove his shoes and socks, Nolan joined him to do the same. But once they both were back on their feet, Cam stopped him from removing the rest of his clothes. “Let me.”
Nolan held his breath as Cam peeled off his shirt with excruciating slowness. His fingers skimmed here and there over Nolan’s heated skin. He peppered kisses on each spot being revealed.
A stroke of a tongue, a brush of fingers, a scrape of teeth…
Nolan jerked when Cam flicked one nipple, then the other, before leaning in to take turns sucking them both.
Nolan’s sigh ended on a groan.
They were actually doing this. His fantasy was finally coming true. The years of suppressing his desire for Cam had finally come to an end.
A sudden thought caused Nolan’s brain to spin: If this turned out to be a disappointing experience, it would crush him. If after having shitty sex, could they really go back to who they were prior?
The anxiety of possibly losing Cam as a friend began to ramp up and take over. Maybe they should rethink this before it was too late.
He swallowed to loosen up his tight throat, but failed.
Cam unfastened Nolan’s jeans. “Are you okay? You seem tense.”
“I’m—”
His jeans were yanked down in a flash. Cam spun him around, then squatted down and sank his teeth into Nolan’s ass, making those muscles bunch and tighten.
“Fine,” Nolan managed to finish. He needed to get out of his head and stay present in the room. Continuing to worry would ruin the moment. Hell, ruin the whole night.
“Are you sure?” Cam tapped Nolan’s ankle so he would lift his foot free of his gathered jeans and boxer briefs.
No.“Yes.” Nolan lifted his other foot.
