“Xyyyyy,” she whimpered, staring down at me while holding the back of her thighs. “Gahdamn you know that you know how to eat some pussy. Shit!”
“Mmmhmm,” temporarily removing my mouth, I vigorously rubbed my free hand against her swollen pearl. “I told you. I’m the only muthafucka that can do this pussy right, ain’t it?”
She nodded, her facial features pulling together tighter, which indicated she was on the verge of exploding. “Yes, yes baby, yes!”
“Now fill me up, Angel. Let me taste that good ass cum.”
“Okaaaayyyyy!”
Attacking her clit with my mouth again, it only took her seconds to release, and I stuck my tongue deep in her flowing hole to catch every drop. “Mmm!” I sat back, leaning against the wall. “That cum is like liquid gold, Angel. It’s so fuckin’ rich, you can bottle that up and make a killing…” I paused, thinking aboutmy words before letting out a slight chuckle. “Yeah right. I’d have to kill everybody, the fuck am I saying?”
“Exactly,” she snickered, slowly lowering her quaking legs. “And don’t think because you made me nut, that I forgot you went to see Ken.”
Blowing out a heavy sigh, I nodded once. “I didn’t think it would. I really just wanted to taste you. I went to see her because I needed to.”
Our eyes met, and I instantly knew she wasn’t satisfied with that line. Reaching out, I pulled her onto my lap with her heat pressed directly against my dick. That alone was enough to get him going, but I at least wanted to get the conversation out before I fucked her into a coma.
“Because she matters to you, Angel,” I kissed the corner of her jaw. “And you matter to her, so I think if I’m gonna be better for you, then I gotta be better with the people that matter to you, too.”
She shivered, and her eyes became flooded with love. “So…what did you do? Go there to make things right with her?”
“Something like that,” I gripped her hips, my horniness ticking upward by the second. “To apologize and all that shit for how bad I fucked you up mentally. That shit ain’t cool, and I’m just tryna be better.”
“I’m so proud of you,” she whispered, deliberately grinding her hot box onto me.
“Don’t be proud of me yet, Drek.”
“Why? Is there something you need to tell me?” She lifted slightly, reaching down and releasing my dick from my sweats.
My teeth clenched hard as hell as she started to feed my length into her slippery goodness. “No, Angel. I just want to keep showing you, that’s all.”
Inch by inch, she lowered herself until she was sitting at the base, dragging a deep groan out of me. Our eyes were steady oneach other, and her fingernails lightly dug into my shoulders, almost as if she needed the balance. She didn’t though. Drek rode dick better than any bitch I’d ever been with and was the definition of a dick jockey.
“Then show me,” she spoke with her lips against mine, raising up just a little.
Caressing the back of her neck, I thrust upward into her, making her gasp softly. “I am. I promise I am. Ima earn you back, Angel.”
“You already have,” she whimpered, wrapping her arms around my neck. “Xy, you already have.”
Hearing her words mixed with the way her walls were strangling my dick had a real nigga tearing up. My hands trailed down her back and gripped her ass, bouncing her against me the way I loved it.
“I love you so fuckin’ much,” Drek whispered in my ear, and that’s when I felt her tears against the side of my face. “Please don’t hurt me anymore,” she begged with her voice cracking.
That shit did something to me that I couldn’t explain, but it made my own tears fall. My arms tightened around her lower back, slowing her movements while I leaned back just enough to look her straight in the eyes.
“I’m not gon’ hurt you no more, Angel,” I said firmly, my fingers comfortingly massaging her skin. “I only want to protect you, even from me. Shit,especiallyfrom me. I got you, Rahdreka, and you have my word that you are safe in my hands now.”
“I’m t-tired of b-b-being scared t-to love you wholly,” she mumbled with tears dashing down her cheeks.
“You don’t have to be,” I thumbed her tears and cupped her face, pulling it close to mine. “I’m not going nowhere this time.”
Her eyes squeezed shut like she was trying to hold in years’ worth of pain and love. The soft sobs that she released broke my heart while fueling my fire to stop fuckin’ up with her.
“Look at me,” I demanded, rubbing my thumb across her lips until her eyelids finally lifted. “I love you, baby, only you. And I love you too fuckin’ much to keep doing the same shit to you. I got you, Drek.”
She nodded and her face landed in the crook of my neck. Despite her tears, her hips started moving again, sliding up and down my dick. It was the most poetic but fucked up thing ever. She was trying to love me while fuckin’ me through the pain thatI’dcaused, and that made me cry a lil’ harder. I didn’t deserve this shit.
“Fuck, Drek,” I groaned into her neck when she started bouncing faster. “I love you, I’m sorry.”
