Keelan and Parker roll us to our sides to ride out the knot. Parker is kissing anywhere he can reach while Keelan trails his hands up and down my arm. One of my favorite sensations.
After their knots go down, I move out of their embrace, giving them each a kiss, and move to the center of my nest. We’ll need more room, I still have five other mates, after all.
“Are you still up for this? We can call it a night if you need,” Ben says, moving to my side.
“I’m good, I want to continue,” I reassure them. “Eli and Jake, can you come here?” I look at them. Eli is very eager, even without the bond, and his speed of meeting me in the middle is clear. Since he got here first, I move to take his hard cock in mymouth. It appears the rest of the guys shed their underwear a while ago.
As I work Eli’s thick cock in my mouth, I see his hand motion towards my head out of the corner of my eye, making me tense before he must remember and puts it down.Not there Thea, you’re here with your mates.“Sunshine, your mouth is too good.” He pushes at my shoulders and brings me up for a sloppy kiss.
“I’m coming up behind you,” Jake says softly, warning me before I feel him against my back. His hands come around and massage my breasts, teasing my nipples. I tilt my head back on a moan and Eli takes the chance to kiss along my neck. They’re both driving me crazy. I need more.
“Please, I need you both,” I whine as I turn my head and kiss Jake passionately. Moving together, it’s not long before Eli is filling up my pussy and Jake my ass. We’re all still kneeling, this position different than earlier. Being between them like this, feeling Eli’s hard chest pressed against me and the friction of it against my nipples only ramps me up even more.
Jake’s hand is working my clit in tandem, driving me to the edge quicker than I’d like. “Ben, join us,” I ask, reaching out my hand.
He stands and the only spot that’s left angles his cock towards my mouth. I peer up at his icy blue eyes, which soften as he looks down at me. He pets my head, but is sure not to tug at my hair. I take Ben’s cock into my mouth as Eli and Jake continue fucking me with abandon. Grabbing onto Ben’s thigh, I hold him at the back of my throat for a count of one, two, three, four before releasing.
“Look at you, Thea, taking care of your mates so well. You make us all feel so good.” Ben gazes at me with so much love I can’t take it. My body starts to vibrate, and I’m purring again.
“Fuck, that feels amazing. Don’t stop, Sunshine,” Eli rasps out, both him and Jake speeding up. Without waiting, I take Ben back in my mouth, making him let out a loud groan. I guess my purring is helpful for more than comforting. I speed up myself, wanting to taste my mate. Holding him at the back of my throat while purring has him coming quickly.
Jake’s fingers on my clit makes me come as well, right as they both knot me, filling me up. I slump between them, my energy beginning to wane. Just a little break while their knots go down. I still have two mates remaining and no one is being left out. I never want any of them to feel that way again.
“Wildcat, it’s okay to call it for the night,” Micah whispers to me. I only closed my eyes to rest a bit, but Eli and Jake are gone and Micah and Liam are here. The bonds with Ben, Eli, and Jake are all so bright, just like Keelan and Parker’s.
“No, I want to be with you tonight. If I can’t do it, please trust me that I’ll say so,” I say earnestly to both Micah and Liam, my grumpiest mates.
Liam is at my side, brushing away my damp hair. “Okay sweetheart. We trust you, always.” He kisses me gently. He’s being so soft. I turn and kiss Micah, all the while Liam is kissing and sucking on my neck.
“I need you both right now.” I reach behind me as we’re lying on our sides, and take hold of Liam’s hard cock, guiding it into my pussy. When my gaze returns to Micah, he looks a little confused before his eyes clear and widen in realization. I kiss him playfully in response.
He slowly enters my pussy. It’s so tight with them both. They find a rhythm that works, kissing every available spot they can reach. The bonds feel like tangible lines within me connecting us. Closing my eyes, instead of the usual darkness all I see is a pure bright light radiating with everyone’s love.
Micah and Liam both knot me and the orgasm is nothing I’ve ever felt before. The last two bonds are just as bright and pleasure rolls through me into the bonds. I think I actually blacked out for a minute when I come to. Liam and Micah look just as blissed out as I am. But when I look around, my other mates appear to be in the same condition.
Once we all woke up, it became clear I somehow sent more than what I was feeling down the bonds that made them all come, as if we truly were all together at the same time. Liam’s medical research loving mind is blown and he’s been pacing the pack bedroom for a solid thirty minutes. We all took a quick shower and came into the bedroom to sleep.
Apparently, it’s not possible to do whatever I did. He’s attributing it to us being scent matches. My whole goal tonight was to reconnect with my mates and strengthen our bond after feeling so disconnected. I’d call tonight a success, though physically I feel like I’ll need two business days to recover. How I did this during my heat is beyond me. Power of the heat, I guess. I’ll leave it to Liam to understand that stuff.
Speaking of…I climb out of the massive bed and take Liam’s hand in mine, halting his pacing. He looks down at me, blinking, as if coming out of a daze. I shake my head, laughing under my breath. “Come on, this can wait, it’s time for sleep.” I pull him with me towards the bed. He climbs in behind me, claiming that spot tonight.
Micah is on my other side. He doesn’t stay here much. He explained that he isn’t comfortable feeling so surrounded by people while sleeping. I’m extra grateful when he does stay up here. As time goes on, I’ll figure this pack stuff out. My packknows I’ll never exclude anyone and that it will take work maintaining so many relationships.The others are spread out on either side. The room is filled with all our scents. The bonds feel stronger after whatever I did. The guys must feel it too.
They’ve all healed something in me I thought I never would have again. Each bond brought back a piece of my heart until it’s nearly back together in one piece. I’ll always have a hole there, for Connor. I don’t like it but I can accept it now. I can’t help but feel I helped them in a similar way.
I know the days ahead won’t be perfect. Nothing is, but I can honestly say I’m looking forward to the future. Especially now that I have one filled with safety, protection, peace, hope, joy, and freedom, all thanks to my mates.
THE END
EPILOGUE - CONNOR
FOUR MONTHS LATER
Man am I glad they’re back home. That trip was heavy. Thea and the guys had decided after her second heat, they’d go to Florida and pack up our old apartment. I think my dad Mateo finally landing a job at the university near where they’re moving to helped speed up the process. My parents will officially be moving up to New York in the next couple months, ahead of the fall semester.
Things have changed so much. I’m glad that I can still watch over everyone I love, otherwise this afterlife would be more of a hellscape. I look forward to the day Thea joins me but will never rush that time. She has so much left to live for. She’s going to flip when she realizes I actually was haunting her this whole time. At least she kinda goes with it now. Sometimes I wonder if she can feel my presence, but that’s probably wishful thinking. Duke at least notices me sometimes.
It was hard seeing Thea pack up our place. The guys were with her every step of the way. My mom came over one day and that was the most emotional day by far. Seeing them both crying as they sort through my belongings, Gods, just stab me through the heart. At least that would be less painful.
