We stay like that for a while, exchanging soft kisses. I don’t feel the need to push for more tonight. This connection is enough. I’ll follow her lead anywhere. Just as that thought crosses my mind, she starts taking control of our kisses. She sits up in my lap so she’s leaning down to me, her hips slowly grinding against me. The position is so reminiscent of our first time and bonding.
I break away to catch my breath as I gaze at Thea. Her expression is hungry. I feel her in the bond, her desire for more. It’s fierce, matching the fire in her hazel eyes. I’m helpless to a Goddess like her, and I wouldn’t want it any other way. Her eyes are searching mine, and this time I know what to say. “I’m yours.”
The kiss she gives me is demanding everything I have. I submit under her. Her hand twins in my long locks and tugs as she drives our kiss. When we break apart again, she moves off of me and starts tugging at my legs until I move to lie down.
“Take off your clothes,” she commands as she moves off me, taking her own clothes off. I’m mesmerized seeing her like this. We’ve gotten close to her being in charge in the past but never like this. My hands fist in the blanket beneath me, trying to contain my excitement and urge to reach out and touch her.
After she takes her top off, she notices I haven’t moved and gives me a hard look. “Are you going to do as I say?”
Swallowing, I say, “Yes.” Then I move quickly to take off my clothes. My cock is already hard. She’s a vision naked, her largetits resting atop her soft stomach and thick thighs, hiding her pussy from view.
She gets on the bed but only sits next to me. “No touching until I give permission. Understood?” I nod in agreement. “Need your words.” Her hand comes up to trace circles around my bond mark, causing shivers to run down my body.
“Yes, I understand,” I say hoarsely. She looks at me softly for the first time since we initially started. If the bond and her scent didn’t tell me that look would. I’m safe with her—my omega, my mate, my Goddess.
Thea leans down and starts kissing and sucking my bond mark. That action alone brings me to the edge. I never would have thought prior to bonding how erogenous a bond mark is. Her hand plays with my nipple at the same time. I want to touch her so badly. Her scent is filling the room, her perfume thick. She must be so wet.
Her hand on my chest starts moving towards my cock. I nearly sigh in relief but she doesn’t touch it. Before I can makeasound, she kisses me, slowly massaging my balls before moving her fingers to massage my perineum. I whimper into our kiss. I haven’t felt this tortured in the best way since the heat when Ben and I were inside her at the same time.
“Please,” I beg, not even knowing what exactly I want her to do.
Her resulting smile is wicked. Thea moves over me. Yes, finally. Wait no, she’s not sitting on my cock. She rubs her slick pussy over my sensitive cock. My hands move without realizing, grabbing her hips. She comes to a stop.
“Tsk. Tsk. I thought you were a good boy. I guess you want some more teasing, huh?” she says playfully.
“No, I’m good, please I need you, Goddess,” I beg, knowing I won’t last through more teasing.
She doesn’t say anything as she moves off my lap. I want to cry out at the loss but she quickly positions herself over me again, this time her pussy level with my face. My hands move up to her hips again before she slaps them away. Why, I want to hold my meal close.
“No touching with your hands,” she tells me sternly. “I only want to feel your mouth and tongue, while you’re being teased.” Wait. Teased? This isn’t the tease. Before my brain can think further, she’s closing her mouth around my cock. Fuck.
Her legs widen on either side of me as she lowers herself over my face. Our soft stomachs resting against each other. I want to make her feel good. I want her slick covering my face as she comes. That thought is all I focus on. If I let my mind wander, I’ll come before she says.
She keeps alternating the speed of her mouth on my cock, bringing me to the edge over and over again. The fourth time she does it, I suck her clit hard and long, flicking my tongue over it until she finally comes, her legs shaking on either side of me.
When she moves off me, I both hear and see her breathing heavy. Leaning down to kiss me, she stops short before touching my lips. “Good boy.” Fuck, it hits me harder than when she teased it before.
This time when she sits on my lap, she holds my cock steady as she lowers herself onto it. My hands are digging into the bed beneath me. She feels so fucking good. Thea moves atop me, fucking herself on my cock, using me for her pleasure. The bond is singing with it.
She leans forward, bracing her hands on my chest. “You can touch now.” Before she even finishes, my hands are moving to her hips as I start thrusting below her. She kisses me hard and sloppily. We both won’t last much longer.
“Parker, now,” Thea says breathlessly. My knot enters her, triggering my orgasm along with her own. She collapses,completely wrung out. I’m not much better. Her limp weight feels like a comfort lying atop me. My fingers skate up and down her back as she lightly kisses my chest where her head is resting.
“Thea?”
“Mhm?”
“Thank you,” I say sincerely. Her love pushes down the bond. I definitely got out of my head tonight. I brush my other hand along her hair. I’m holding something so precious. I’ll do whatever it takes to protect her.
30
KEELAN
Standing outside Thea’s library, I debate if I want to interrupt her. I never had an issue when she was reading in Jake’s nook. She has been in the library most of the days since we showed it to her. Feeling her surprise, awe, and love in the bond made it all worth it.
I knock on the door and hear her call out. Opening it, I see her curled up in the chair under a blanket, legs stretched on the ottoman. The biggest surprise is Duke taking up most of the ottoman and cuddled up next to her.
“Wow how did you manage that?” I stare at him.
