Page 64 of Trailer Park Heart


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Just like the first time, we exploded with carnal need. His mouth demanded control, hungry, devouring. There were lips and teeth and tongue and all I could do was wrap my arms around his neck and hold on.

We skipped whatever soft, sweetness was supposed to be in a first kiss and went straight to the lust-curling, butterfly-blinding desperation.

Our mouths moved in sync, as if we’d always kissed, as if we instinctively knew exactly what the other person wanted—needed. His tongue dragged over my bottom lip and I retaliated by nipping at his with my teeth. He made a low rumble in the back of his throat and pushed me against the wall.

My breath whooshed out of me in surprise, but he didn’t relent. We kissed and kissed and kissed until my lips were swollen and I had to press my thighs together to survive the building need.

His lips moved against my mouth with an intimate knowledge of what I liked… what I needed. Our tongues tangled together in a dance that was so much better than anything that had happened on the dance floor tonight. He was my perfect other half in this. He was the one good kiss I could remember being totally lost in and now, seven years in the future, it was like he’d picked up exactly where we’d left off.

I wanted to kiss him forever. There wasn’t any reason to stop what we were doing. He was making me dizzy with the things he did with his tongue and the way his teeth scraped over my bottom lip, sending shivers trembling through me. His hands held onto me with such firm possession that I believed they belonged like that, believed that he should never let go.

“God, Levi,” I panted, clutching his t-shirt with two fists.

He pulled back slowly, resting his forehead against mine. “Better than I remembered,” he murmured. “Which is pretty fucking hard to top.” His hand cupped my jaw and he pressed another kiss to my lips, sweeter this time, infinitely gentler. When he pulled back a soft laugh escaped him. “I’d started to think I’d made the whole thing up. Or at least built it up in my head. I couldn’t figure out how one kiss could stay with a man for seven fucking years. Now I know. It’s you, Ruby. You’re black magic.”

I shivered again, a full body vibration that rocked me from head to toe. It was better than our first kiss. So much more intense. Filled with life and growing up and all the spaces that separated us since that night.

Son of a bitch.That night.

Was I really repeating all my mistakes from seven years ago?

What the hell was I doing kissing Levi? This was only asking for trouble.

And not just because I wanted to keep Max’s father a secret. I couldn’t tell Levi because it would mess him up to know I slept with his brother—and then had Logan’s baby.

He’d been thinking about our one kiss for seven years? What was I supposed to do with that?

I rarely even thought about losing my virginity that night. And it had led to me having a baby!

“I-I’m just—”

He pressed his thumb to my bottom lip and I bit it instinctively. “Witchcraft,” he whispered.

“Levi, we need to talk—”

“Ruby?” Ajax called from the other end of the hallway.

“Shit,” I whispered.

Levi stepped in front of me, covering me with his body. “Ruby’s not back here,” he barked.

I hid my face in my hands and waited for the blowout. Ajax would lose his shit if he knew I was kissing someone else—especially after I’d been dancing all night with him.

“He’s gone,” Levi soothed. “It’s too dark for anyone to see anything.” He peppered kisses along my cheek and jawline, down the column of my neck. He wanted more. He thought… he thought because of how good our kiss was that itmeantmore.

And in normal circumstances, with a normal girl, it probably would have. But I wasn’t normal.

We weren’t normal.

Our circumstances definitely weren’t normal.

“I have to go,” I told him quickly, suddenly desperate to get out of here.

His head popped up. “Are you okay?”

“No, yeah, I mean, I just need to get home. My mom is watching Max and I told her I wouldn’t be out late.” More importantly I told her I wouldn’t get pregnant and I couldn’t make any promises where Levi Cole was involved.

“O-okay. Are you all right to drive?” Concern drew his eyebrows together and he still hadn’t stepped back.