“I can’t let him come for you. Especially not after Dimitri kidnapped you. I will not lose you, Nina. I know that for a fact.”
Before I can even react, he grabs the book out of my hands and tosses it away. I let out a gasp when he hovers over me, leaving me no choice but to sink into the bed. The memory of him touching me flashes through my mind. It had felt amazing. I want to feel it again.
Luca is my future, I keep reminding myself. My family – and specifically Susanna – are my past.
“I need to make you mine,” he says, gripping my hips and giving them a squeeze. A flare of arousal rushes through me.
“I’ve never had sex before.”
“I know. But you don’t need to fear it. I want you to feel good.”
“Make me into your perfect wife,” I murmur. “That’s what you want.”
“It’s what I’ve always wanted. The question is, Nina, will you give in and turn into the wife I want? I won’t fuck you if you tell me to walk away right now.”
I open my lips to say… something but nothing comes out. I’m not sure I can tell him to walk away when that’s not what I want.
Luca confuses me sometimes. He has tied me up and forced me to listen to him but I also can’t deny that I have felt calmer since being married to him. Since being away from Susanna.
I don’t want to go back to feeling anxious and annoyed and like the world is out to get me. I want to become a mature woman.
Luca can help me get there.
So, instead of telling Luca to walk away, I shake my head no. “I want you to stay.”
His eyes darken. “Then I’m going to make you mine. Because I will not let someone else do it.”
He grips my chin and slams his lips against mine. It’s all consuming. I sink right into it. The nerves in my lips tingle from his touch. I need more. More than I’ve ever needed in my entire life.
Luca rips my loungewear pants right off me before doing the same to my top, leaving me in nothing but my underwear. The low growl that escapes him when he sees my bare breasts sends a fire through me. His lips find one of my nipples and I cry out from the sensation. I never realized I was so sensitive here.
His large hands on my waist make me hotter. There is no denying that Luca is an incredibly handsome man. I’ve been awestruck by him ever since we first met.
I’m unsure of what to do so I let Luca take the lead. He wants to anyway.
He slips my underwear off and tosses it to the floor like it’s nothing. When he parts my legs, I’m already trembling. “Nervous?”
“A little.”
“I need totaste you. Now.”
I try not to feel self-conscious as he places his lips between my legs. The moment his tongue finds my nub, I can’t hold back my moan of pleasure. Luca doesn’t show any signs of being grossed out by my body so I tell myself to relax. I don’t have to be perfect.
Luca runs his tongue all along my nub and folds. The pleasure is intense, making it so I can barely think. Barely breathe. Luca is making sure I know he’s in control of me. I can try to fight it but if giving in feels this good, I’m not sure I ever want to fight Luca again. Giving in does seem easier.
His tongue flicks over my nub, again and again and again. My hips buck up but he places his arm over my waist, holding me in place. In charge like he always is.
It’s that control that makes the pleasure grow inside my body, reaching new heights I never thought possible. When I can’t control it any longer, an orgasm rips its way through me.
Luca sits up with a smirk while I tremble and try to breathe. “I am going to take you, Nina.”
“Yes,” I moan softly, my orgasm still working its way through my body.
He stands up and strips his clothes off. It’s the first time I’m seeing him fully naked and the sight is more than I can handle. His strong muscles. His tan skin. His large erection, on display for me. Luca is a real man. I want to be a mature woman to match him.
I’m expecting Luca to bring his body over me so I’m shocked when he grabs my hips and makes me get on my hands and knees.
“What are you doing?” I gasp.
