Hours go by as we hit play on episodes and keep watching.
By the time we finish, it’s dark outside and the world is quiet.
“That was brilliant,” I sit up and my muscles ache.
“I want to be like Beth. Super intelligent and intimidating.”
“You are. You are amazing, Marie.”
“You’re only saying that because I’m your best friend.”
I shake my head. “I don’t have to be your best friend to know that. Your light shines brighter than anyone I’ve ever met.”
“I have a light?”
I nod confidently.
“Wow… that makes me feel like I’m a star.”
I smile genuinely. “You are.”
The sparkle in her hazel eyes matches her wide grin.
She looks beautiful.
“Then you’re the moon. Just being with you brings me peace and you’re so beautiful.”
I smile. “Now who’s being biased?”
“Definitely me.” She wraps her arms around me and pulls me in a hug.
The room is drowning in darkness except for the light coming from the TV as the credits roll and music plays in low volume.Heat comes from the vents in the ceiling and has the room feel like a warm, cozy cocoon.
Just then the realization hits me that once again I’m not in my room tonight. I’m sleeping somewhere new.
My room is my sanctuary and I miss it.
I wish I could go back there.
“Hope…” I find Marie staring at me with worry swimming in her eyes. “What’s wrong?”
I gulp, pushing down the heaviness that threatens to climb my throat. “Are you sure I can stay the night here? I don’t want to bother your parents. Did you ask them? Were they okay with it? I can leave?—”
She gives my hand a squeeze. “They’re more than okay with you being here. You don’t have to worry about anything at all.”
I nod. “And you?”
She grins, squashing down my stupid thoughts. “I love that you’re here.”
I can see it. The sincerity in her eyes. And it makes me wrap my arms around her, and hug her tightly. “Thank you for everything.”
“You don’t have to thank me. I’m always here for you.”
“Me too. If you ever need me.”
“I always need you.” Then she adds. “Because you’re my only girl best friend.”
“You’re my only girl best friend, too.”
