Justice wasn’t sure what to do. He was shaking, just like her, but there was also something else. He was turned on obviously and since he was so hard and inside of her, Allie knew that she wasn’t going to have to convince him too hard. He was holding her hips and asked her if she was a virgin.
“Of course, Justice, I can’t just give it away to anyone.”
Justice paled and she started to move, even if a little clumsily. She felt great after the initial pain was through. Allie wanted more so badly, she rode him just like he said she would, though at some point, Justice took over and slammed in from below, taking Allie to a whole new level of pleasure.
He held her, kissed her lips as he pummeled her insides. Allie tried to keep it together, but there was no use. She called out repeatedly and he had to muffle her with his intense lips. Allie couldn’t help but hold on and try her best to conceal her feelings of bliss. She wasn’t very good at it.
“Please, Justice, I can’t…”
Justice couldn’t stop himself from filling her. He knew when it was happening that things were never going to be the same again. He had just spilled his seed in the Alpha’s sister. She was going to become pregnant with his child and it wouldn’t be long before people knew that she was carrying. She would have a couple of weeks tops, before it was sensed, and something would be opted. Justice couldn’t even think about it. When he did, it just made him sick to his stomach and he pulled out in a rush. He was still trying to wrap his head around what had just happened. She wasn’t supposed to be real.
“Are you real?”
Allie stretched and giggled. He watched her body with his eyes, not letting one inch of her escape inspection. He wanted her more than he did before. Allie was on display and wasn’t shy about showing it all to him. There was something even more attractive when he thought about the fact that she had come to him untouched. She had come to his bed, and he had done what any man would have done. Justice knew that much at least. It was hard to feel bad about something like that. He wanted her so bad that it made sense that he would have her, but why was she there?
When Justice got his breath back and he was able to, he asked Allie what she was doing. There had to be some kind of plan she had. Why had she come to him? She hadn’t known what to expect or did she get exactly what she came there for?
“Why did you come here tonight, Allie? Do you know what we have just done?” Justice asked her with a bit of panic in his heart. He had done the one thing he knew would get him killed and banished, if he was lucky. What was Justice going to do now? He had no idea and the more he thought about it, the more Justice was sure that he had no idea what to do next. It haunted him.
“I wanted to talk to you and then you started undressing me, getting naked…” Her voice trailed off like she was still seeing and thinking about everything that had led up to the two of them together. Her body looked like it was trembling and that didn’t help Justice. Her naked and beautiful body next to him wasn’t helping either.
“I thought this was a dream.”
She scoffed, “One that you have all the time.”
Justice felt his face getting red and there was no sense in pretending. “It was much better in person by the way. If you were wondering.” Much better in person, but far more dangerous.
Chapter 12
Allie
Justice sent her away not too long after they were done. She didn’t mind. Allie was on a cloud and though he wanted her to be careful going back to her room, Allie wouldn’t have cared one way or another. She had gone to Justice for a variety of reasons, but one of them was not to have sex. She had thought about it, sure. She was a virgin and Justice awakened something inside of her. The problem was though, Allie had no idea what was supposed to happen next. She worried about everything and before too long, Allie wanted to go back and talk to Justice for assurances. She knew that she couldn’t, but Allie was glowing and wanted to make sure that it was all ready. She was the one that now wondered if it was all real or not.
It wasn’t until she was in bed and about to drift off to sleep that her mind started to work it all out in her head. It wasn’t just that she had had sex with someone that she wasn’t supposed to marry before they were mated. She would never be able to mate Justice. Ben would never let that happen.
Then, the rest of it hit her like a ton of bricks and she could no longer breathe normally. She sat up in the bed and looked into the darkness. What was she thinking? How dare she be happy at all. Allie couldn’t believe what had happened, what she had done. She had ruined her chances of her brother never finding out. He was never going to be happy with her again, not when he found this out.
She thought of the man that she was supposed to marry and how she was going to have to meet him soon. She wouldn’t know what to do, but they had to meet soon, or he would know that she was carrying a child. Allie didn’t even want to think about it. She was sure that it was all going to be ruined. Her head hurt and her heart was beating wildly in her chest. She was pregnant.
The last thought ran around in her mind in the loudest noise that she could hear. It was taking over everything, making her cringe, but there was nothing that she could do. It was done. It was wonderful, but it was done now, and Allie would have to worry about it later. Not too much later though. She knew that now she had the equivalent of a ticking time bomb in her stomach. If her brother found out, Allie shivered to think about what he would do. He wouldn’t see reason, she knew that much about him.
She held her stomach in her hands and laid back down. Allie had no idea what the future held, but for once she felt like she had a say in it. That wasn't to say that she had made any good decisions, but at least they were hers and not someone else’s to make.
***
When her brother said that she would be able to meet her intended, Allie thought of it as a small victory. It was imminent or at least she hoped it meant that he would care one way or another how she felt about everything. She could very well be wrong, and when he came back rather quickly talking about how they were going to go meet with her intended in just a couple of days, Allie realized the error of her ways. She wasn’t ready for such a meeting, not after the night she had with Justice. Allie wasn’t sure what she wanted or was ready for, but meeting another man to marry wasn’t on that list.
Allie was told that she needed to get her things together. She wanted to say more, make a case for why she couldn't go, but she had asked this of him, and she was going to get it so the last thing she could do was get out of it. Allie was going to have to go, whether she wanted to or not. Ben was playing nice right now, but she knew what happened when many things went a different way than how he wanted. Ben got his way for a reason. Neither she nor Josh had ever been able to tell him what to do. It was always Ben’s way.
She went back to her room and, of course, her bodyguards were there to speak to her. It was hard for her to act like nothing had happened between the two of them. That obviously wasn't the case and him being close to her was not helping the cause. He just made her nervous and excited. Then she thought about the baby that was surely growing inside of her and how everything had changed. Something was going to have to be done. What though, that was a question she didn’t have an answer to just yet.
She realized after being confined for a while that she was feeling claustrophobic and needed to get out. Allie was dying to go somewhere and play. Allie liked to think that she would be able to but there was a rude awakening almost immediately. Not Justice, but the other guy that was part of her protection team told her flat out that she wasn't supposed to go anywhere. It wasn't that surprising. Allie knew that her brother wanted to keep her close at hand, but she looked to Justice. It would not be wise for her to try to push a decision out of him, but she knew that it would probably be the best way to get what she wanted. Allie really just needed some time and the wide open. She needed space and he was going to give that to her.
“Come on, Justice, I'm not going to go anywhere. I just need a little bit of fresh air. Are you sure you can't help me? I'm not going to do anything. Surely you two can handle little ole me.”
Justice just kind of gave her a dirty look but he was already ready to relent, she could see it in his eyes. She was bound and determined to get her way. Allie was then the one that was surprised when Jeff suggested that he stay there. “It doesn’t need to be both of us,” Jeff said.
Allie looked to Justice, and it was quite clear that he was not comfortable with the situation. He looked like he was ready to walk off. Allie agreed with Jeff. “You're right, it's just a quick walk and we will be right back. If we are going to be forced to work together for a while, we might as well get along.”
