“Sssss, fuck,” he hissed when I damn near swallowed his whole dick. Shakur caressed my head as he gently fucked my face.
I smiled around his dick, knowing that this was what Havoc was missing out on!
I knew he was going to regret letting me go.
After a few minutes, Shakur pulled me up to my feet and took me over to the bed.
I stepped out of my panties and lifted my dress over my ass before lying down. I watched as he secured a condom on his dick. He then positioned himself between my legs and pushed inside of me.
I screamed in pleasure, feeling him fill me up. Tears filled my eyes as my mind told me it was Havoc. The one person I desired more than anything.
Shakur held onto my shoulder and pounded into me.
“Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes,” I cried, feeling my orgasm building in my body. He sucked on my nipples and then lifted his head to kiss me. I kissed him hard, with all I had, because I had a point to prove. A point to prove to myself—to Havoc. That he fucked up missing out on me.
My head was spinning, euphoria taking over me, making me feel like I was coming out of my body.
Tears rolled down into my ears just as I let go of my orgasm. I released it all, I held nothing back.
“Fuck!” Shakur roared. His movements sped up until he finally came, dropping his head on my chest. I felt his dick pulsate inside of me. For a few minutes, we just lay there panting in the dimly lit room until he rolled over beside me.
As I stared up at the ceiling, the realization that this should have been Havoc hit me. The one to make me scream and orgasm. The one to touch my body in a way only he could.
A feeling of disappointment washed over me, and I rolled on my side, put my hand between my thighs, and closed my eyes with thoughts of Makari.
The next morning, I woke up with the biggest headache and remorse sitting on my chest. All night, I couldn’t keep Havoc off my mind.
All those months after breaking up with Anton, I’d abstained from sex, waiting to give myself to him, and I never got the chance.
I didn’t have the heart to face Shakur, so I snuck out of his room after he fell asleep.
Now, I just wanted to act like it didn’t happen, but most importantly, I needed to talk to Havoc.
We both made mistakes, but nothing we couldn’t figure out. He’d married Kairi, but that could get annulled easily.
Allowing the hope of fixing things to fuel me, I quickly got out of bed to get ready.
I happily swayed my hips to the breakfast area. After filling my plate with fruit, pancakes, and sausage links, I took a seat at the bar so that I could look out at the swimming pools. I breathed in the clean, cool air and smiled, knowing everything was going to be alright.
I looked up and noticed Havoc coming my way with a drink in his hand. I giggled at this big ass man holding a glass with a little umbrella in it.
“I know you ain’t laughing about my drink?” he said, making me laugh harder. He gave me a hug before sitting next to me. His scent swirled around my head, and I felt my heart race speed up.
There was just something about this man that did something different to me.
Tell him now,I thought, and pondered on how to start this much-needed conversation.
I cleared my throat and adjusted in my seat.
“You not eating?” I asked, putting a grape into my mouth, to buy some time to ease into it.
Havoc sipped on his drink and shook his head. As I looked over at him, I couldn’t help admiring his features. I’d never seen a man so beautiful in all my life.
He suddenly reached out and touched my hand.
“You mean so much to me, Trini. You’re a beautiful person, and I’m glad you’re here,” he smiled at me.
I looked down at where his hand was touching mine. The love swelling inside my body. I knew that I wasn’t wrong. He loved me and thought I was beautiful!
