“I lost myself.” He set the book down next to him but grabbed a piece of discarded mail and placed it inside to save his place. “I don’t have words for thatbook.”
He pointed to it with his fork as he took his first bite of dinner. This was more nerve-racking than him reading the books I worked on. This was him eating the food I made. Lord, please don’t let him hate it. I shouldn’t have worried though, because the moan that came from his lips the second he swallowed his first bite sent excitement through me. I wanted to make him moan like that again. When his eyes met mine, I could see the fire inthem.
“This is the best food I’ve ever eaten.” Max’s compliment was muffled by him stuffing more chicken into his mouth. I watched in fascination as he devoured the entire bowl in front of me. He grabbed for the wine bottle next, taking a giant swig, just like I had. I couldn’t hold back any longer. There was something growing inside of me, a need that wanted him and onlyhim.
I dropped out of the seat and onto my knees. Max’s eyes went wide, questions clear in them. I thought he would object, but the moment I slid his zipper down, the words that I knew were going to come from his open mouth stopped. His eyes never left mine, and I adjusted myself in front of him. I could feel how hard he was getting and I hadn’t even touched him yet. I moved his pants down, only to see that he was free of any constraint underneath his clothing. I grabbed for his growing erection. It bobbed up and down in my hand, and I knew I didn’t need him to tell me how good it felt. The look in his eyes, the twitch in his cock, they spurred tocontinue.
I brought my mouth down to his tip, breaking the eye contact that had me in a trance. Here was the part that made me nervous. I hadn’t done this many times, and my only hope was to make sure that Max enjoyed this as much as possible. Maybe it was compensating for theI love youcomment, but I needed to do something, and this felt absolutelyright.
I started with a lick, tasting it little by little, but it wasn’t enough. I wrapped my lips around the head, ready to take it all in, but Max’s hand came to my head, grabbing my hair in a fist, stoppingme.
“If you start this, I don’t think I’ll be able to stop you.” The words came out gritted, and I knew I was affecting him as much as I was myself. I could feel how wet I was, but I didn’t need Max to touch me. I wanted this to be just abouthim.
I moved my mouth down his shaft, taking him in fully. That was my answer to him, and his response was a growl and tightening fingers. My excitement grew. When we had first been together it was soft, and each time afterwards I could feel the edge to Max, but he never let it out. I wanted it out. I continue to work him through a frenzy. I used my hands to work what my mouth couldn’t reach. It was when I moved one of my hands farther down that I could hear the moans come from Max. The exact one I wanted to replicate from when he ate my food. His hands in my hair began to move my head up and down forcefully. I let him take charge as he used me to reach the his release I could always feel it in the way his thighs began totense.
He tried to pull my head away as he began to twitch in my mouth, but I wasn’t going to let him take away the one benefit I got from doing this. I was going to take it all. I looked up at him, our eyes locking in an unspoken understanding. He shot into the back of my throat, coating my whole mouth. I swallowed each spurt that came at me, trying to catch up with each string of release that came. I felt almost as spent as he was when I moved, knowing it was now safe. I licked up what was left on him, trying to clean up the mess I had created, but Max wouldn’t letme.
He pulled me up by my arms, forcing me to sit in his lap. I curled into him and we sat there as his breathing settled. I had made this man come undone and I was reveling in it, but I could see that edge coming again from him, but he only stepped over a little. I wanted more. I wanted to know exactly what this man was capable of, because the kind of breaking that I thought he was capable of before, the kind with my heart, was not what came to mind now. I wanted him to break my body in the best ways possible, and just thinking about it sent shivers down mybody.
Max’s lips moved to mine as he tried to maneuver his hands lower, but I stopped him. He looked at me, not saying a word. I moved his hands back to safe areas that couldn’t get either of us into trouble just yet. I wanted this to just be about himtonight.
“Let’s go to bed,” I suggested to Max. I could see the spark light his eyes, but I had to burn that flame fast. “And not forthat.”
I moved in to nibble on his ear and then down to his neck. Goosebumps rose on his skin as a shiver moved throughhim.
“No touching,” I admonished. I could feel that Max didn’t like my rules for tonight as he wrapped his arms tight around me. I let my teeth graze the skin along his shoulder, taking a quick bite, before I was thrown over his shoulder in a matter of seconds. The food and wine on the table were forgotten about as Max headed towards my bedroom, but I didn’tobject.
Max threw me onto my bed and I let out a fit of giggles as he started to undress me. His hands weren’t soft anymore as he ripped off my pants, and they weren’t thoughtful as they tore at my blouse, sending buttons flying across the room. I stopped him when he got to my bra though. He swatted my hands away. The look in his eyes was almostferal.
“You won’t allow me to take you tonight, but that doesn’t mean I can’t have your body naked against mine.” I didn’t protest again as Max took the last few stitches of clothing off me. He stripped his off painfully slowly afterwards. I could see the tension rising in his body again and his cock stood at attention in front of me. I went to reach for it, but he swatted my hand away. “No.Touching.”
I liked this game a little too much. The man standing in front of me had a different look to him, one that sent my libido into overdrive. I had set the rules, but he was the one playing by them now. I bit my lip, trying to look away from the man I wanted to devour again. He brought my face front and center though, to where I couldn’t lookaway.
“Lie down.” I did as I was told. The bed only felt cold for a moment before it dipped and Max’s warmth enveloped me. Neither one of us had said anything about what I had confessed to Max in the kitchen, but I didn’t want to ruin a good moment. I let sleep take hold of me as I thought about how the man wrapped around me was changing my life, but for the better foronce.
