"Yes."
"I had no idea. You didn't tell me."
"I didn't want to ruin our friendship. I didn’t know how you'd react. And then…" I shake my head.
"Then I left."
I nod. That's the best way to remember it.
"Would you have told me?" he asks.
"I'd like to think I would and that we’d have done all that awkward exploring together. In a way, we still can."
"You mean I can?”
”Aye.”
"I think it's better this way," Callan says.
"Why?"
"Because this way, one of us knows what we’re doing. You can guide me and teach me."
"I'd love to."
"Okay, we should have our first lesson. Right now.”
"What would you like to learn?"
"I already told you. I want to start with kissing with tongues.”
"You must know how to do that already."
"I do. Which is why it's an easy thing to start with."
I hold my arm out. "Come here."
He comes into my embrace. This time his body is angled towards mine, so I do the same. I hold him tightly as we kiss. We part our lips a little at a time until there’s enough of a gap for me to slip my tongue into his mouth.
He squeaks and pulls away. His face goes bright red again. "I'm sorry. I'm used to being the one to do that."
"No, I'm sorry. I should have realised. Let's try again, but the other way around."
He shakes his head. "No. It felt nice. It just took me by surprise. I'll get it right this time, I promise."
"You didn't do anything wrong."
"Then I won't freak out this time."
“It’s okay if you do.”
His face returns to a more normal shade. “Thanks.”
We start to kiss again. This time our lips are parted from the moment they touch. I wait until I feel that he’s relaxed and then slip my tongue into his mouth. He doesn't pull away. He melts into my arms. Before I know it, his tongue is caressing mine. It feels amazing. He tastes amazing. This is everything I dreamt it would be. And I have dreamt of kissing him. Admittedly it was when I was a lot younger. I would fantasise about kissing him and touching him as I jacked myself off. I'm not going to admit that to him right now. Maybe I will one day, but now is not the moment.
As the kiss deepens, my body starts to react. Blood courses around my body, and my cock hardens. I feel his do the same. He pulls away again, panting, eyes wide, staring at me.
"You okay?" I ask.
