I nodded and did so. It helped more than I expected. I breathed out slowly as Xander slid deeper into me. My eyebrows knotted together. I couldn’t help it. I let out a noise that was a weird mix of pleasure and pain. “Give me a sec.”
“Whatever you need.” Xander rested his forehead against my shoulder. His warm breath puffed over my skin.
I concentrated on breathing slowly and deeply. Gradually, my body relaxed around his girth.
“Okay, a little more, please.”
Xander chuckled. “So polite.”
“I mean, I could be demanding.”
“Nah, I like it when you’re polite. It reminds me how sweet you are.”
“You need reminding?”
He lifted his head. “No.” He kissed me and slipped his cock a little deeper into my arse.
I whimpered and tightened my grip on him. I’d never felt so full. Now that I was more used to his girth, it was easier to have him inside me and oh-so lovely.
“You’re amazing. More.” I groaned as he gave me what I wanted. My eyes fluttered shut as I tipped my head back. “More.”
“Needy.”
“Oh yes. I’m needy for you.” I pressed my fingertips against his back. “I want it all. All your cock. Inside me. Now. Please.”
“Slowly,” he whispered. “There’s no rush.”
“I think you’re teasing me now.”
“No, I’m taking care of you.” He kissed my temple and then my forehead. “Like I promised I would.”
“You’re amazing.”
“So you keep saying.”
“Because it’s true. Xander?”
“Yes?”
“I’ve never felt this way about anyone.”
“Nor have I.”
He was working his way deeper into me as we talked. I’d be able to feel his balls against my arse soon, wouldn’t I?
“It’s just…I…” I licked my lips. I tried to open my eyes to look at him, but I was too delirious with pleasure to do much of anything. “I wanted you to know that while we…we…” A loud groan tore out of my throat as his balls finally squished up against my arse. “Oh God!”
“Look at me, Jae.”
I forced my eyes open. Xander was leaning on his arms again, his chest raised above mine. His brown eyes were full of love.
I whimpered. My bottom lip quivered. “More emotional.”
“Yeah.” He kissed me softly. “Do you think you could look at me while we make love?”
“I think I can do that.”
I curled one hand around his nape and stroked my fingers back and forth. I ran my other hand over his chest as he rocked his hips slowly. I crossed my ankles over his back and met his long but gentle thrusts with my hips. He felt so amazing inside me. Yes, he was big, thick, and more than I’d ever taken, but he’d been so gentle and slow that taking all his length felt more natural than breathing.
