“You seem a bit tense all of a sudden.”
“I’m good.”
“We could stop. Give each other hand jobs or sixty-nine again.”
I shook my head. “I don’t want to stop.”
“What can I do to help you relax?”
“Kiss me?”
“I can do that.”
After dribbling lots of lube over my entrance, he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me slowly and softly. Gradually, I relaxed in his grip and began stroking his back again. With small movements, he adjusted how he was lying until I could feel the slippery head of his cock nudging against my arsehole. He didn’t attempt to push inside. He just kissed me and let me get used to the feel of the size of his head against my hole.
“I can feel your muscles fluttering,” he whispered. “It’s hot.”
“It’s because I want you.”
“That’s good to know.”
“Xander.”
He hummed.
“Can we get tested?”
He looked up and arched an eyebrow. “We haven’t made love yet.”
“No, but we’re about to. And it’s going to be awesome. But it would be even more amazing if we didn’t have to worry about condoms.” I pursed my lips. “We would have to put bottles of lube all over the house, though. We can’t do without that.”
Xander’s body vibrated against mine as he laughed. “You’re planning on having lots of sex?”
“Tons. Unless you don’t want to,” I stammered.
“I think I’ll want to.”
I scowled. “You think?”
“I know.” He pecked my lips. “How do you feel?”
“Ready.”
He pushed onto his hands, rested his forehead against mine, and stared into my eyes. “I love you, Jae.”
“I love you too.”
I shivered and hissed as he pushed the head of his cock inside me. Oh God, he felt even bigger than he looked. I panted and spread my legs wider.
“You okay?”
“Uh-huh.” My lips quivered. “You feel amazing.” I wrapped my arms around his neck and clung to him. I never wanted to let go.
“More?”
“Oh fuck, yes, please.”
“Pull your knees up to your chest.”
