Even with my pain, I put my hands on my hips and glared. “Are you mansplaining to me how an Omega’s biology works? To me, an Omega?”
Jason’s cheek twitched as he seemed to be holding back a laugh. This wasn’t funny!
Ozzi held up his hands, still keeping his tone soft and smooth. “No, of course not. You know yourself best. I just… I… It was part of my medical studies to learn specifically about Omegas and Alphas. I’m trying to help you. All we want to do is ease your pain.”
“You just want to knot me!” I’d turned into the hysterical Omega and I detested it. I didn’t want to be freaking out about this, but here I was. They were already changing me.
“What do you want, Lyla?” Jason had stopped coming toward me, clenching his fists as he tried to behave. He didn’t demand an answer, but there was a roughness to his voice that scratched me in all the right places.
What I wanted was exactly what they already said I did, but I didn’t want to admit they were right. Having them pounding into me was the only thing I could think about. Yet itmeant giving up control. I’d already lost so much control over myself. I couldn’t let any more slip through my fingers.
“I need to be knotted.” I squeaked out the confession.
“Hell, yeah.” Jason already yanked off his sweater. “Just leave it to me, gorgeous. I’ll fuck away the pain and leave you singing with pleasure.”
Jason was a take charge type of Alpha. They both were in their own ways. But that wasn’t going to work for me. I needed to be calling the shots. “I need to be the one in control. I can’t be a quiet little Omega who does whatever her Alpha tells her to do. This is my life, my heat.”
“Whatever you want. Just tell us what you need.” Ozzi hadn’t taken off any of his clothes. His body was tense, waiting on the edge, like a panther about to pounce on its prey.
What I needed was… Fuck. It was so dirty. To say these things out loud in front of two incredibly handsome Alphas… “I want one of you to lie down on your back and let me do what I need to do. I want to be on top. I want to choose how much I do and how fast I want to take it.”
“Fuck, that’s hot.” Jason grunted, but paused as he reached for the button of his pants. “So you want one of us to lie there and not fuck you?”
“We are talking about… doing it.” The embarrassment of saying these things out loud and the background of my heat pain worked over every part of my body and soul. “Just for you not to be so… Alpha.”
“We can’t not be Alphas.” Jason snorted.
“Dominant. You mean that, right? You don’t want anyone but you controlling the situation.” Ozzi had it right on, but made it sound kinkier with that word.
I nodded, covering my burning cheeks with my hands.
“I don’t think that’s possible. Unless you chain me up or something.” Jason shook his head. “Nah, I don’t like thatthought.” His intoxicating dark blue eyes bore into me. “I’ll be gentle, but I can’t sit back… Fuck. I’m so hungry for you, baby. I lose control when I’m with you.”
His hot words sent delicious shudders through me. He could work such pleasures with his mouth. Imagine what he could do with his cock. And while I fantasized several times since meeting them of both Alphas taking me and using me in all ways, I couldn’t right now. Not when that little voice in my head was still crying for me not to become like my mom.
“You need this or the pain will get worse. The fever could grow to such an extent that…” Ozzi didn’t finish the terrifying possible scenario. “I’ll try to do what you need me to.”
Relief flooded through me so hard and fast that I whimpered.
Jason gaped at his friend. “Dude.”
“Lyla needs this, and if it has to be her way for her to feel safe, then that’s what we’re going to do.” Ozzi tugged off his sweater and ran his hands through his hair before looking at me with those gorgeous eyes reflecting the lights and becoming small galaxies. “Tell me what to do first, Lyla.”
“Get naked.” A hundred turtledoves fluttered up and through my body. I tried to grab my own sweater, but my hands were shaking. Ozzi’s didn’t tremble as he peeled off his white undershirt. His muscles rippled with the movement, begging me to lick him all over.
Jason came around behind me. “I can help with this part, baby.”
He slipped my sweater off and my flesh erupted in goosepimples. I could feel the heat pouring off me, but there was something electric about his body, pulling me to rub against him, and I did, bumping my rear up against his crotch.
A growl rumbled near my ear. “Watch yourself. My grip on my self control isn’t as nearly as strong as Ozzi’s.”
I loved that I could affect him so much with such a little thing. Keeping my gaze on Ozzi, I nodded toward his pants. He plucked them open and slowly drew down the zipper. His black boxers hid the huge bulge I knew was there. The thick dick that I had sucked and drank back his sweet cum.
Jason lifted my Cindy Lou t-shirt and blocked my view for a few seconds. When it was off, Ozzi was pushing his pants off his hips. I glimpsed a tattoo almost the same as Jason’s in the same spot near his hip, except Ozzi’s asterix had something inside of it.
“Let me see your tattoo. Why an asterix?”
Gathering my hair into his hands, Jason chuckled softly as he rolled it into a loose bun. “It’s the star of life.” He brushed his lips over my neck, and I gasped. “For paramedics, it shows our dedication. Like a badge of honor.”
