Again, this made sense. Spence was following Abbott’s directives, and I understood his reasoning. Ajax needed to learn to take control. He was an alpha male. If he hadn’t been abducted into slavery, it was unlikely he’d have submissivetendencies. We needed to give him a chance to exercise the Alpha part of his psyche. I didn’t like it because I wanted him to fit in with us, but if he was truly Alpha at heart, enough so he’d eventually stop feeling submissive, we needed to know this up front and not five years down the road.
With that I mind, I telepathed,Figure out how our evening will go and then let me know what room you’d like me in. I’ll stay at my desk until I hear from you.
After about twenty seconds, he sent back a short,Okay.
* * * *
Ajax
Was she telling me she wanted me to take charge? How did that work, with a werewolf and a scary-strong vampire?Couldit work?
I stayed longer in the shower than necessary, but I couldn’t reconcile taking charge of Gwen Doyle. She was too strong. Too powerful. Ibelongedto her. It wasn’t right. I’d hurt Kieran when he’d ordered it, and if Gwen ordered me to take charge of her, I’d have no choice, but this hadn’t been an order.
And so, when I’d dried myself and done a few dozen pullups, because I’d been taught to pump my muscles up before presenting myself for sex, I went to see Gwen.
“Sometimes it’s pullups, sometimes it’s pushups. Why the difference?”
I shrugged. “Different muscle groups are worked on based on the day of the week. Both focus on similar parts of the body, but there are subtle differences.”
She gave a single nod. It felt like she got most of the answer out of my head. I waited for her next question.
“I saw your thoughts in the shower, and I apologize for creating so much uncertainty. You want to Top someone, but not me. I get it. Perhaps once you’re used to being in chargeof others, we can have this discussion again, but now isn’t the time.” She took a breath. “Since I’ll be in charge, I may as well show you something I don’t see in your memories. It’s possible you aren’t even aware werewolves have magic dicks.”
I furrowed my brow. What the fuck was she talking about?
She grinned. “Sit on the chair beside the bed. I’ll show you.”
She wore a dressy blouse with shorts and some of her dressy house shoes. Though, all her bedroom slippers were fancy. She followed me into the master suite, and I watched as she tossed her clothes in the hamper. Someone would sort them, clean them, and return them to the drawers and closets. They did the same with my clothes.
Gwen climbed onto my lap, and I helped support her as she lined herself up and then sank down onto my dick.
“You’d be much too long if I were human.”
I nodded. I hadn’t been able to go deep into Candy’s pussy. I could get farther into her ass, but still not all the way. I hadn’t pushed into her throat, I’d let her swallow me down, but she hadn’t taken all of me in. It’d been fine, though. Her heat had more than made up for it. Spence told me humans aren’t as warm as shapeshifters, and he’d wanted me to get used to a human woman before I experienced another shifter. Something about learning to be gentle based on the temperature.
“I’m going to take control of your wolf to do this,” Gwen said. “The strongest werewolves can pull this off. Usually, those who can hold a warrior form, though that particular litmus test isn’t an absolute. Your previous master had some of his wolves taught how to do it, despite the fact they can’t control their beasts.” She took a breath, and I could sense her communicating with my wolf. Not talking to him. I didn’t think she used words.
And then I felt my cock shifting. I started to panic, but she spoke to me telepathically.It’s okay. I’m in charge. He isn’tgoing to take over. We’re just changing the shape of your maypole.
I internally smirked, and she playfully punched my arm. “Dick. Cock. Fucking penis. The point is, you have to keep the same mass, but it can be shorter and fatter, or thinner and longer. I prefer short and fat.”
Andfuck meif she didn’t make my cock just that. Mostly, I knew she’d done it because I felt thechange, but also because she was suddenly so damned tight, and I no longer felt the tip pushing into resistance.
She leaned into me more, and I wrapped my arms around her. “Can you teach me to do that?”
“When you can hold your warrior form in a fight, we might have a chance of teaching you.” She leaned into me more.I’m holding it for you. Can you walk with me to the bed without losing me? I want you to fuck me hard, Ajax. Fuck me so hard I have to order a new mattress.
We both knew that wasn’t likely. Vampires buy special mattresses so they don’t have to worry about spilled blood soaking past the top layer of cloth, but also so they can get rough on them without breaking them. Still, it was a good goal, and I figured I could give it my level best.
I pulled out slow the first time. I knew I was shorter, so I didn’t have as much dick to play with. She was patient with me for the couple dozen strokes it took me to feel confident in the range of movement I had to play with before I’d come out of her.
And then I did as she’d asked, and I slammed home, hard.
“Yes. Fuck yes, Ajax.Please.”
There was so much damned friction. She was too small for however fat she’d made my dick, but I couldn’t wait to pulverize her. It didn’t occur to me until later that I’d freaked out at the idea of dominating her, and yet, once she’d turned my dick into something different, I took charge and nearly destroyed herbeautiful pussy. I fucked her over an hour, until my legs wanted to give out, but I needed to fuck her more, until my dick and balls released, until this overarchingneedwas sated.
I was over her. Pounding. Using her body for my needs. Later, I’d feel horrible guilt, but in that moment, I didn’t even realize.
