I guess it’s a good thing that all men aren’t pigs, then.
Because now I can still eat you.
Me
Hold on, I’m moving these cats RIGHT NOW.
Audrey
Leave them alone! It’s fun like this.
Can I confide in you about something?
Me
Of course.
Audrey
I’ve trained myself to hold in a lot of my thoughts. Inside thoughts versus outside thoughts. Never in a million years would I have said that to you a week ago. But now, I guess I feel like you’ll be more understanding and accepting of my inside thoughts showing up on the outside.
Me
Obviously I have my own challenges with inside thoughts, so I’m no judge on that. But I’m glad you trust me.
Audrey
I’ve had a lot of people give up on me because I lack social skills at times, and on occasion, I’ll forget to put on my filter.
Me
Me too. That’s part of the reason why I keep to myself, and why only a handful of people know I’m autistic.
Audrey
Do you think people wouldn’t be accepting of you if they knew your diagnosis?
Me
I don’t know, which is why I don’t tell anyone. I’ve never felt that I needed a huge circle of friends. I have a core group I know I can trust who I depend on, and I’m good with that.
Audrey
I’m the same way, but I don’t hide that I’m autistic either. Not that I’m out shouting it around, but if someone asks, or if it comes up in conversation, I’m upfront about it. I’m autistic. This is me. Take it or leave it.
Me
They better take it, because you’re fucking amazing.
Audrey
Thank you. I think you’re pretty amazing too.
And maybe it’s the optimist in me, but I have to think more people would be proud of you for embracing your neurodiversity, and owning it. Plus, you have such a platform. I think you could help a tremendous number of people, especially children, who think they’re not up to snuff because of autism.
Me
Maybe.
