I finish my beer and set the empty bottle on a table we pass.
I wonder if she'd rather go home with me than stay, so we can talk. There's a lot we need to go over and a lot that I now need to admit to.
Something makes me glance up, and when I do, my brain shuts down. Thoughts about everything disappear until my head is nothing but a vat of white noise.
As I stand here and stare at Rianna's bare pussy, a sudden coldness hits my core. She's leaned back against the wall, and her dress is bunched above her waist.
I follow the movement of her hand as it drifts down until her fingers touch herself. She moans, and nausea churns in my stomach when my cock hardens.
My skin heats, and my vision blurs, distorting the image before me.
I take a step back, but stop when Rianna hurries toward me. My nose twitches when her scent reaches me. Chills dig in and settle into my bones, yet my body refuses to move. I can't do anything but stare at the wall behind her.
"It's okay, baby. I'll take care of you," she says in a muffled voice.
I jerk, and an involuntary groan rumbles in my chest as warmth surrounds my throbbing cock. My body feels full of lead as she guides me by my dick to her.
The inside of my head misfires as it tries to come back online. Just as it starts to, my body jolts, and a wet warmth tightens around my dick. I shudder at the pleasure that shoots up my spine and once again distance myself in my brain from what I'm doing.
A thousand tiny spiders crawl over my skin even as my hips move by rote. I squeeze my eyes shut to chase them away, but they won't leave.
Holding my head up becomes too much, and it falls, landing on something soft. A groan shakes my chest as I thrust harshly, chasing the pleasure that seems to be completely out of my reach.
Fingers glide through my hair, and ice coats my skin.
"Yeah, baby. Just like that. You like fucking my pussy, don't you, baby?"
A dark and disturbing wave of unease rolls over me as my brain misfires again.
"Shut up," I mutter.
If the voice is quiet, my mind stays quiet. If my mind is quiet, then I don’t have to face what I'm doing.
My hips move faster.
In. Out. In. Out.
The world goes dark and silent as an unwanted tingle begins at the base of my spine, and my skin feels dirty.
"Tell me, can anyone join this party, or is it two people only?"
Cold fingers wrap around my heart, turning it to ice as my brain comes back online quickly.
My body jolts so hard that Rianna falls to the ground, and my cold, wet dick shrivels.
"Charlie," I choke out as tears fill my eyes.
What the fuck have I done?
Her face is devoid of color, and her eyes...her beautiful eyes shimmer with the shattered pieces of our hearts.
Charlie lifts her hand and rolls her eyes. "Save me the tears, asshole. Don't pretend you feel bad about cheating on me now."
Her laugh scrapes against my ears, and I flinch from the pain I can hear inside of it.
"You act like this surprises me. It was only a matter of time, Keaton. You're so goddamn blind to her that me...the person you've been with for eight years doesn't matter."
My icy heart shatters at her words.
