“You can make it up to me by fucking me right here, right now.”
“My pleasure.” I slide a finger inside and relish the feel of her tightening around me. Once her body adjusts to my finger, I slide in a second. In slow, languid movements, I fuck her with my fingers. When she takes control, and starts riding my hand, I can’t take it anymore. I need her riding my cock.
I pull my fingers out and lift her up until I’m aligned with her center. I slam her down on me while thrusting up. We both moan. The movement is so fast and hard, it almost hurts. But in the most pleasurable way imaginable. “Fuck, you feel good.”
“Adam, harder.” She rolls her hips, and I nearly come. I resist the urge to just let go—my mind focused on anything and everything except how tight she is around me. And how she squeezes my cock with every grind against me.
I dig my fingers into her hips and hold her tight against me, so I can slam into her hard and fast. I need to feel her come on me now.
Her body tightens, and she cries out as her release threatens to overtake her. I pull her mouth to mine to muffle her sounds. “Let go, Cami. Let me feel you come.”
As if she answers to me, she comes. I thrust even harder inside of her, dragging out her release until I join her.
Both of us spent, she drops her head to my shoulder. With my arms wrapped around her, I kiss her neck. I’m completely lost in this moment—and lost in her.Fuck, I think I love you.
Her head jerks up. “What?”
I squeeze my eyes closed and grimace. “Shit, did I say that out loud?”
As much as it pains me, I open my eyes to find her staring at me with wide eyes. She nods. Aside from shock, I can’t gage how those words make her feel. I didn’t mean to say them out loud, but I mean them, nonetheless. Now that they’re out, there’s no going back. I do the only thing I can do.
I own them.
“Actually, that’s not right. I know I love you. I think I’ve been falling in love with you since the day I ran into you outside Sweet Cakes.”
“Adam.” I place my fingers on her lips. If she doesn’t love me, I don’t want to hear it. Not yet, at least. Even if she doesn’t know how she feels yet, I’m not ready for any form of rejection. Saying those words out loud makes me vulnerable, and I’m not equipped to handle the emotional backlash.
“Don’t say anything. Not yet. I didn’t mean to say it until I thought you were ready to hear it.”
Her eyes glaze over as she nods. All shock is gone, and I can’t read the look on her face. But then she surprises me. She kissesme—a deep, sensual kiss that tells me she heard me, and she isn’t opposed to what those words might mean.
She stands with her hand held out. “Take me home and make love to me again.”
I quickly adjust myself and redo my pants. I stuff her ripped panties in my pocket before I take her hand and let her lead me back to the truck. I’m more than ready to give her what she’s asking for.
CHAPTER 20
CAMILLE
The warmth of Adam’s naked body against mine puts a smile on my face. I’m getting used to waking up in his arms, and it amazes me that it’s only been a few short weeks. It feels like he’s always been beside me in bed.
About three months have passed since I first met Adam. And he’s quickly become one of my favorite people. I enjoy spending time with him. But having him in my bed every night is new, and I can’t wrap my head around why it feels like he’s always been by my side.
I’m not entirely sure how I feel about Adam’s accidental admission last night.
He loves me.
I said nothing.
I don’t know what I would’ve said if he hadn’t stopped me. Knowing me, I would’ve rambled on and ended up saying something I’d later regret. I’m bad about that when I get nervous.
His admission of love definitely makes me nervous. And happy.
My feelings for him run way deeper thanlike. But love? Do I love him? Maybe. I don’t know.
Which is why I asked him to take me home and make love to me. I may not be able to tell him how I feel, but I can certainly show him.
But I should be able to tell him. He deserves to be loved the same way he says he loves me. I haven’t let myself think about love yet. Instead, I’m enjoying his company and letting things develop however they develop.
