He chuckles. “That’s my eagerbottom.”
He pushes even farther in, sliding across my prostate in that way that has my left leg kicking out as my body fills with a rush ofdelight.
Eric kisses behind my ear, moaning, “That ass feels so good. So tight. It’s just what Ineeded.”
I reach behind me and stroke the back of his head as he drills into me from behind. He wraps his arm around my neck, tugging gently against my throat, in another way he’s learned I enjoy so much. Something about him dominating me like this feels soright.
I grip my shaft. “Eric, I’m not going to make it much—Ahhhh…”
I thought I had more time, but as soon as I offer minimal stimulation to my cock, between that and the way Eric is thrusting, it’s too much, and I shoot myload.
“I was only waiting for you, Jesse,” he says, offering a few quick pushes. The way his movements against my ass slow down and he calls out lets me know he’s coming inside myhole.
He collapses against my back, pinning me to the fridge. I turn my head, and we share anotherkiss.
“A little more than an appetizer,” I murmur against hislips.
“Maybe anass-etizer?”
We laugh together, and the sensation of his cock still against my prostate catches me by surprise. “Ooh,ooh…”
“You okay?” heasks.
“Yeah, just snuck up on me…like this entirefuck.”
“As much as I’ve been enjoying our work on my ass, I still love being in yours,” hesays.
“I enjoy both, but for differentreasons.”
I selfishly take another kiss from him, and another, and another…and it’s easy to get lost in this, but eventually we wind up making our way to the bathroom to clean up before beginningdinner.
I can tell Eric needed that. He’s even whistling as we make dinner together, his entire demeanor having changed so much since I first gothome.
We end up in bed, watching a movie, Eric lying against me. I’m wondering if he’s as bored as I am by the B-thriller we opted for. He looks up to me and rolls hiseyes.
“Maybe we should have gone with something more like your fucked-uptastes.”
“One movie. I likeone moviethat you think is batshitcrazy.”
He smiles before giving a soft peck in the dip in the middle of mytorso.
“How are you feeling?” Iask.
“After being filled up and getting to fill you up…not in that order? Pretty damngood.”
“Shut up. I’m beingserious.”
He rests his chin against my abs, drawing out a sigh. “It does feel better having faced that, but there’s a lot of regret too. That I didn’t handle it sooner. Instead of being mature and facing the darkness, I abandoned some of the people who mattered most to me. Connieand…”
He can’t seem to say the next name, but I know where he’s going with it, so I say it for him, “Ty?”
His face trembles, and he nods. “Yeah. Back then, I wouldn’t have been able to say that was the reason. I thought I wasn’t cut out to be a dad, but the truth is, I wasn’t good at getting close to people. Even when he was this kid, running around, trying to get close to me no matter what I did, he had to have sensed that guardedness, that part of me that wouldn’t openup.
“There was this one football game he played when he was in high school. Made a few touchdowns, was like a superhero on the field. God, I was so proud of him, and when it ended, his team was carrying him around like a fucking superstar. I went and told him how good he did and gave him a hug, but something was missing, not just from what I did, and I could read it all over Ty’s face. He could hear the words, and he could feel parts of what I was saying, but he could also feel this part of me that wasn’t there forhim.”
“Thatcouldn’tbe there,” I correct him. “You couldn’t do that backthen.”
“I didn’t fight the way I should have, the way I fought for everything else in my life. He could pick up on the distance, and I felt him push away. I don’t know… I thought I made our lives better by staying in San Diego, but now I know that was the stupidest mistake I ever made. I should havefought.”
